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🏎️ diary - cw: 51 gw: 42kg ugw: 38kg - 161cm ~ bmi 19.7 currently #edtwt #edrtwt #ricecaketwt for my own motivation to lock tf in

i kinda miss him

i genuinely think getting a puppy would solve all my problems 😁😁

Guy who doesn’t know you at all: I love you.

everything should burn 1000 calories

seeings bits of me in the people ive distanced from

idt i’m a picky eater

and after the movie we shall go to the lego store!!! we shall get matching lego keychain and get matching lego sets to build tgt 😁🫰🏻 #浪漫到了吧哥们

i wish i had a bf by 30th july so that we can pull up at the cinema w matching spidey pjs + snuck in ramen and watch spiderman bnd tgt #dreamdate #imthateasy

sleepy so that means ao3 time #goldenhour

2mil tweets party

i had the urge few days ago to just omad a whole jar of milk (cus lowk it taste good + protein + calcium + makes u full af + low carbs) idk what’s wrong w me

can’t wait to move out and live alone

i feel so bad when i wanna throw away food in the fridge so that i wont eat it but i can’t bcs my family members might/will wanna eat it

feeling like an attention seeking chud my life isn’t even that sad

i’m ranting too much

my hw is 58kg and i only lost around 11-12kgs too so they shouldn’t be noticing that

also another reason why i wanna transfer schools is that i feel too known at my current school why has like 4 tchers already asked abt my lost weight why do they care why are they noticing

#edtwt live footage of me deciding whether or not something in the grocery store is worth it:

they all see me as this cheerful supportive always making jokes young oomf and i’d feel very shit if they know that’s actually not the case

i lowk think i’m ranting on here too much and i start feeling bad but im lazy to make a personal priv, the priv i have now is on normaltwt and oomfs will probably crucify me if they know im on edrtwt and that i hate myself even though they’re rlly nice