𐂯 。 xavi (..◜ᴗ◝..)

updated intro ! #promotwtㅤ #moothunt ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𓏴𓏴 ⠀ luci   he 𓂂 ֯ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ۪۫۫𓏫 ⠀ 5teen　 𓏪̣̣𓐇݁𓈒ֺּ ⠀ ndni + ifb >_> sweetest boy ⠀#shedtwt #alnsttwt #bllktwt #paratwt #jjktwt #yaoitwt #genshintwt + more cwtepup.carrd.co

i need to purr on someone's lap while they pet me

im sad i want my bf

@swirlykiwi1 peak ref 🥹

@kittyclqws yeah but so what everybody's weird (RERENCE ALERT😳😳)

oomfs do you think im weird

oh ok 😂😂

I feel so bad for my friends, they do sm for me and yet my brain still convinces me that they hate me

silently begging to be comforted IS a humiliation ritual

question of the century #bllk #hiori #ブルーロックFA

why is suicide such a big deal, we all die eventually. let me do it a little early it's not going to cause the end of the world

am i the only one who thinks kaiser looks cute in the leaks

me reassuring myself

i think he's asleep eeueueuu

time To see if hes upp..... if not, ill just go Mimis

i just Need my bf snd ill be Ok i wonder if hes awake.... hm...

God strike me down, i beg of you

im Shakingdodbbsd and i can't stop crying what is wrong with me

im so disgusting and demented

im so vile and twisted

im 90% sure I'm experiencing psychosis

I'm genuinely so sick and deranged in the head it's so normalized . why do people feed into my psychosis? im sick and perverted and people act like it's okay it's not, im truly a disgusting, vile human being and i should be punished for the things i have done im an awful person

jerked off to him and cried afterwards #FUCK