Mentally I am fucked and I'm having a hard time coping day to day so i'm going to call it quits here and a lot of other places too. I'm broken. I won't do anything drastic I need to focus on me, need no distractions. I've enjoyed my time here and hope for the best for you. Later.
ARMA 3's latest CDLC I think does a great job at expanding the gameplay on the maritime front, and for the price I don't think you can go wrong.
I love it!