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“you seem pretty sad for a boy so in love” a #yuuram #kyoukaramaou songfic inspired by olivia rodirgo’s new album! archiveofourown.org/works/87038101…

I don’t know how to stop hurting over this. I was treated so poorly by the one I loved most. He abandoned me after a suicide attempt. He never chose me, never supported me, was just a fucking selfish narcissist. Last we spoke he treated me like a stranger. He fucking hates me I’m so pathetic. I should be over this by now. It’s been six months. But the reality is I’m hurting, I’m broken, I don’t know how to heal. I yearn and crave connection, companionship & love. I’ve had a few crushes since the relationship ended, but nothing ever became of them. I’m really trying to move on and heal. I am. But everything comes crashing down on me at once. I’m trying to heal from this while dealing with bipolar / bpd. I couldn’t work. I couldn’t do my studies. I got fired and I’m failing my classes. It’s all too much and unbearable. I’m truly at rock bottom. I feel so alone. I want to pass away and stop hurting so much, but I don’t want to pass my pain onto my loved ones. I love my mom and dad and sister and niece so much. And my best friends that I talk to daily. They mean the world to me. It should be enough that I have them. But even still, I’m hurting. They can’t take it away from me. I’m in therapy, I’ve tried a million different medications and treatments. Nothing helps. I’ve been suffering for a decade and it just keeps getting worse. This illness has ruined everything in my life. My god I’m such a pathetic loser. I can’t stop crying.

@luvpawzzz aw yay <33

@knowmysorrows already moots but realizing just how many things we have in common gehehehe

#moothunt - 27, he/him, infp - animanga, yaoi/bl, code geass, bsd, fire emblem, pokémon, kyou kara maou - taylor swift, olivia rodrigo, madison beer, sabrina carpenter, ariana grande ♡ / ↻/💬 to be mutuals, ifb! #promotwt #stantwt #anitwt #mangatwt #videogametwt

for the second time in my life

dropping out of college

let’s all say thank you purple for securing Olivia the aoty music.apple.com/us/album/purpl…

@lucinaswife life feels like this for me rn but I am surviving. wbu cecil? 🥹🫶

@knowmysorrows how have you been lately cryleth? :>

good morning c:

@TouchitTzuyu bc you are one iktr

I'm claiming freak

Thinking something is good solely based on whether you relate to it or not is very anti-art.

@cyanidepinks morning pookie

good morning everyone i hope to be more active today 💌

When my job held a “mental health matters” associate appreciation event just the week before firing me because of my inability to work due to my mental health 😂😂😂😂✌️

me right now because all my friends are asleep

crying to this yuuram fic I wrote

I was watching monster with @syubunk1n and lowkey started tearing up from peak

always happens to me

@talkofthecharts @oliviarodrigo her one album ending his three

Olivia Rodrigo’s ‘you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love’ (470K) is set to mark the biggest Billboard 200 debut by a soloist in 2026, previously set by Drake’s ‘ICEMAN’ (463K)

😭😭😭😭