KpinKitty💊🏳️‍⚧️🇵🇸🔞

Am I PAWG???

I wish someone talked me out of trying to transition

@TsAngelbarbiee I just want it all 2 b over

@kpin_kitty Why you doing this to yourself?

This is what I woke up 2 after my worst overdose, i had aspirated and was basically drowning in fluid in my lungs, no one found me for almost 8 hours but somehow i was just barley breathing when they found me and narcanned me, waking up was the most painful traumatic feeling of my life and I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy, I paid the price for surviving. I was so upset that I survived at the time but things are getting better!

@The_Bunny_Doll Lol my boyfriend gave me 20 xannies😂

bf picked me a tulip from his garden

@gynemimesis Lol fuck I’m never gonna get to see this just lemme die

This is what my head looks like under x-ray. I had to get this so my surgeon can see how much bone he can safely cut

Facts

I don’t even wanna b trans anymore like this isn’t what i signed up for, I can’t believe I thought I’d pass transitioning at 20

@SOXLSNATCHER666 @kittyslxtt I love ur taste in music

𖤐 ☠︎︎ 𝙂𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙮 𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙭𝙪𝙖𝙡 𝙚𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙜𝙮 𝘣 𝘦 𝘵 𝘢 ☠︎︎ 𖤐

@thelastmanmoder I got barred out and freaked out about how much I hate how I look and that it’s my fault my friend killed herself but my boyfriend came in and took the razor before I could really cut like usual

#shedtwt #shtwt I promised to do a tiny sesh with cut scratches and I did

@bugo1226 Is it bad to say I don’t even wanna get better cause it always gonna come back to this anyways like I feel the very core of my personality and emotions is just broken

@kpin_kitty Therapy is worth it my therapist has helped me with my drug issues if you also work with a psychiatrist to get proper medications

So I guess I’m gonna try going to therapy I just don’t even know what to say im so beyond fucked up

@hyperdollia Lol I hadn’t made any friends in years actually any friends I did have seem to be dying all the fucking time

my goal for this year is to make a single friend maybe,,this was also my goal last year and it failed so i dont have high hopes but maybe,,maybe this year,,

@The_Bunny_Doll Bro u got like such an amazing deck of cards given to u in life like i hope u realize that like 99% of us are never gonna have anything like that lol

I do have a very love/hate relationship with my dad, he is very progressive in a lot of ways, but also very regressive in other ways. From everything I've seen, he actually seems to be rather libertarian and supportive of sex workers and individual rights and liberties, when I first started my OF I mentioned it to him, mostly just about how confusing all the tax stuff was, and he said that he would help me out with it, and he's been nothing but accepting regarding the trans stuff, he really does just treat me like his daughter, even acknowledging that I was his daughter pre-transition. When I've been struggling with brain worms and spoken with him about not feeling like a "real girl" he has always tried to nip those thoughts in the bud by bluntly telling me that he sees me as nothing but a girl and so does the rest of society, which really shows that he believes trans women are women and have always been women, regardless of what stage of transition they're at

@DrCastrationMtf Taking hrt was the best decision of my life

TAKE HORMONES

i wish I had the discipline 2 actually do healthy things to get me further in life, I’m going nowhere in life, literally my only accomplishment is turning into a okay looking girl, at least I have my daddy

@hyperdollia Same I have a guy online who always calls me an angel and a few dudes in grindr said it 2

is there a way to not sound like ur bragging while noting uve been fetting compared to an angel a lot lately,,,

@The_Bunny_Doll I’d actually fucking kill 2 b the first Trans girl my bf was with lol

My bf has always maintained that I was the first trans woman he'd ever interacted with in any capacity, so I guess I am responsible for turning him into a chaser, sorry 😞

@F4ILMALE Wayyy ahead of u lol I already have a feminized body that I kinda like a lil

if your pp is too small be a man about it… became a girl.

Lol just spent the last hour gooning till I couldn’t even think

Lol I’m starting to get so braindead that I’m forgetting how to spell. Literally destroying my mind and filling it with drugs porn and sex.