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july accountability! (plan to drop from 150.6 to 142.69 by the end of the month!)

This is how it feels to post on your story

Me after fasting for 8 hours (I was sleeping)

i really hate that that one post of mine got so many views and likes. I’m gonna purge my followers and go private.

just saw this on ig. going to kms

Making fun of people with eds dosnt mean your funnier or better it means your weird and ignorant

@bbfendies me appearing sweet does not mean that now you should be kind :( i think you can afford kindness towards everyone with an eating disorder regardless because it is a mental illness that is very hard to overcome.

going thru OPs tweets actually make me super sad because they seem so sweet and I just wish they were nicer to themselves

@bbfendies that’s very unkind of you :( my hair isnt falling out quite yet, but it probably will. please be kind

she explained food addiction so well.

@ldontknowrn noooo 😞😞😞

@aowsxu i always felt it was like cuteness aggression but instead of cuteness it’s how small/thin she is since he calls her his little bird. he feels a lot of adoration towards her for small things like eating

@lambblame what does he even mean?

thinking abt this again… literally makes me want to rip my hair out

what’s the point of restricting for 16-20 hours a day and eating 1k cals and walking 10k if im still gonna be a FAT FUCK

ive lost 15 lbs since coming home from school and my mom was like ok that’s enough u look good now. because you looked a little big when you came home. like ok mom. i’m actually still big. i need to lose another 30 lbs.

im huge!!! im a whale!!!!!!!!!!

reading my tweets from 2024… and feeling sad. i weigh more than what i weighed when i first came to edtwt and began to count cals properly. what have i become

i need to be 144.0 or lower tmrw. preferably 143.5 but that’s pushing it.

i think i had abt as many as i did for extroverted too…

going back to my thinspo roots… stockings and tight jeans… it’s always been my one goal. to have pretty legs in tight clothing…

over a year ago i was 120 and now im 145. how humiliating.

yo intentando dormir pero no dejo de imaginarme como sería mi vida si fuera delgada #edtwt