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@eur1a no Aria enjoy your protein bar, you’re meeting your protein goals and giving your body the right thing 🫶

i was eating my protein bar next to my dad and he was like this is a waste of money it says high protein but it’s 100% bullshit everybody lies abt everything. Dude im on the verge of tears,, this cannot be real right?

@k8countscals WORSE

I CAN‘T GET RID OF THE PEANUT BUTTER CRAVING

my only tip for dealing with hunger is smoking

@nocalzpls thank you so much 🤧

@leashouse hi lea im rlly sorry you're feeling like this :( you've been doing absolutely amazing and you will truly recover one day, the fact that you've been so resilient w it tells me everything. im so proud, pls look after urself ♡♡♡

I‘m afraid I’ll never truly recover because I genuinely don’t want to. quasi recovery felt fine until I gained too much weight and decided to diet. I’ve lost my summer weight and I’m once again at my quasi recovery weight but I want to lose more.

@codysribcage I‘d be pissed if my veggies were crunchy

@leashouse My issue with ordering steamed vegetables is that most of the time, they are never fully steamed. Like they're warm, but not steamed

my biggest pet peeve is ordering steamed veggies and them GLISTENING with butter

idek what I‘m eating, this is cheese cauliflower and it tastes good

not a bad before photo but I can’t wait for the after

my coping mechanism is controlling my eating and I’m scared I’ll spiral right before prom and my exams. is it a bad idea? absolutely. I love making those. so hi once again edtwt, I’ve missed you

I feel like if I officially decide to relapse I’ll be able to do it. but life is so different from when I was bmi 14, I have a boyfriend, I’m preparing for med school exams, I want to start work and to travel. I’m 18 now and life is just around the corner

@gymbr0calz awe thank you! dm me whenever you need a chat 🫶

life update! so I wouldn't call myself recovered, but I don't restrict anymore. I'm sometimes hungry, sometimes full but I don't binge or purge anymore. I eat freely and guesstimate cals (around 1800 a day) and I'm maintaining between 40 and 41 kgs. but I have a consistent period

@delilahalotop tysm 🤧

and I don't stress around food all that much. I'm pretty fcoused on studying and my relationships and honestly I'm so goddamn happy. I'm dating the best boy in the world and I'm laughing and smiling all the damn time. life gets better, doesn't it?

best thing about recovery? I fell in love. with myself, with life and with this super cute boy that makes me laugh like I'm drunk