if we come to think of it, mark was a good employee. followed his contract, never once did have a controversy. when his contract was up, he chose to leave the brand, still with no controversies, no lawsuit — just quietly quitting on a random day (good friday)
you know why it hurts so much? because the dreamies always felt like childhood friends we grew up with, the ones we did everything with. and now it feels like we woke up and realize we aren’t kids anymore. one by one, we’re going to live our own separate lives.
they say don’t get too attached. don’t let your happiness depend on these groups, because they leave, everything ends eventually. it’s all fleeting.
but how could i not, when they showed me what friendship really means.. growing up together, celebrating victories, carrying each other through failures. because ilichil, 7dream, nct.. they’re never just a group, they’re family.
mark’s letter made it clear: the care, the love, the deep understanding behind every choice, proving that they are real through and through.
and maybe that’s why i hold on so tightly, because even if it’s temporary, i’ve learned to find something beautiful in things that don’t last forever.
to love is to be hurt. it’s inevitable, inescapable even. but i would never trade the happiness they gave me.
i will never regret loving you, mark.
i will never regret being an nctzen.
i will continue to cheer you on. together as a group, and individually, wherever life takes you.
💚🐯🌱
mark semoga setelah ini bisa liburan ke bali ya 😭 bisa ke disney land 😭 bisa baca buku rohani lebih sering dan lama 😭 bisa healing 😭 bisa memperbaiki kondisi tubuh jadi bisa makan ayam sama semangka lagi 😭