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I MISS TANGERINNIE I MISS TANGERINNIE WHEN I SHOWER I MISS TANGERINNIE WHEN I EAT I MISS TANGERINNIE WHEN IM AT SCHOOL I MISS TANGERINNIE WHEN IM AT WORK I MISS TANGERINNIE I MISS TANGERINNIE EVERYWHERE I MISS TANGERINNIE I MISS TANGERINNIE I SOUL ACHES FOR TANGERINNIE

OMG JAKEEEEE DO Y’ALL HEAR HIS VOCALS SINGING WA-R-R 😭

*manifesting*

#JAKE 🌟 update!

I ❤️ NERDS

[ #정원's Post ] 250309 #JUNGWON: Thank you for today too❤️ @ENHYPEN_members @ENHYPEN #ENHYPEN #엔하이픈

JAKE SPECS 😭😭😭

🦮🐾 #제이크 #JAKE

@snwnwrts Oh tysm😁

@leeciousness_ basta may membership ka😊

Hello! Pano ba makakuha ng engene zone pc? Anong seat dapat?

an image you can hear 😭

Gen ques Bakit may nagagalit pag kumakanta mga ppl sa pit when in fact yun yung gusto ng enha? Basta hindi lang destructive sa tenga pakinggan. Yk not everything is about fancams 😭🫠 so pls enlighten meee

🤙🏻🤙🏻🤙🏻 #제이크 #JAKE

here’s the soft copy🫶🏻 drive.google.com/drive/folders/…

Grabe anlala pala sa vvip a right, kahapon after soundcheck gusto umupo ng mga tao sagot ba naman “bakit seated ba sinecure nyo” like teh vvip b nga nakaupo na AND… 17RH di ganyan mindset sa mga standing Ang pangit talaga ng ugali ng ibang engenes

[Long post ahead]  So… where do I even start? Hmm.. this is something only a single person in stantwt (until now so I’m guessing a lot of you are surprised. heh) and my immediate family knows coz I’m not a big fan of the idea of other people feeling sorry for me and for my uh… situation but Enhypen made me at ease to do it—them, my comfort. I met them in my darkest times aka the moment I learned that I am sick. One day I’m doing just fine like any other folks my age, striving for a solid future and working hard on my field like I always do but then the next day.. my life took a turn in a direction where that said future starts to get blurry.  It felt like my whole world came to a full-stop. I detached myself from everyone and everything as the medications, hospital visits and procedures started.  And with those mentioned things, you’re bound to get tired, weak and feel helpless. The once extrovert, enthusiastic and outgoing Ahj turned into a pessimist and temperamental person.  Even my ever so supportive family is already having a hard time because of me and despite all their efforts to keep me afloat.. I’m slowly sinking but just when I’m about to drown.. I found them.  My perfect distraction, at best that’s what they are to me at first. Watching their contents and listening to their music not only kept me entertained but somewhere in between, they sparked a hope in me and from thereon I decided to live—still live despite the ‘setback’ I was given to.  Bit by bit, I caught a ray of light enough to continue where I left off. That beautiful distraction remolded the dot into a semicolon and ultimately gave me the push to be braver.  I started to fight.. with full force this time and that made all the difference because just recently, I am now on partial remission (complete remission next?) and I just know, even my loved ones; that Enha played a big part in it and I don’t know how I can ever repay them for that.  And so, from seeing them personally for the first time in BYS funmeet and every single visit they do here in the Philippines that I make a point attending to, I’ve been contemplating to let them know how much they mean to me.. how they saved me in more ways than one but I always feel hesitant or maybe too shy to do it. Honestly, that’s also the case for yesterday in #WALKTHELINE_IN_BULACAN but I badly want to give the credit where it’s due so I gathered all my courage and wrote down this banner last minute, I’m even positive that there’s only a slight chance that it’ll be noticed in a pool of thousands of people inside the stadium but like a miracle that Enhypen is to me.. it was shown on the screen. I got so startled that I covered my face with it and started tearing up behind it but with a contented heart this time because finally even though there’s a slim chance that they (our sevEN) saw it, I’m more than happy to let the world know how these seven amazing guys is literally saving lives, I just know that  there’s a lot of other people out there like me.  “Thank you” is such a modest word to use for you my solace. And for that, all I can do is to promise that I’ll support you forever. As much as I can.. as long as I’m still here in this world living the bonus life you led me to live. I’ll always be your Engene who will dash towards success with the fuel you’ve given me since day one. Mahal ko kayo ng sobra at maraming salamat @ENHYPEN_members ❤️‍🩹