Cool

You cant microwave ghosts away. I was lucky enough to have friends and learn what love is. But now there is blunt pains choking me, as always, when i have an internet connection.

that people around me react to... never was my cellphone... man i gotta write an essay about this stuff instead of whatever. Anyways I want to work. Can my wish come true or will we fight everyday.

Anyways Im devastated I have to write on the internet so the mindcontrollers know what I want to do in life so that I can finally do it instead of mind doesn't work, "blackballing" (i meant blacklisted, not anything else) and homeless shelter..... like i know its a higher power

If you complain the harmful sickos win! We have to love them at all costs so their conscience comes back and they realise power at all costs was BAD!

Why so many physcial sensation. Fuggatabout it... im in idea land... wish i could be clear ulimately without these distracting worries (zzzzzmicrowave)....

It's hard to love an industrial force that fucks with people's minds so deeply... i could love people if it healed them (idk how except just hanging out)... but cellphone emf mind fuzzer, cut it out. it kills people's minds

I was curious about the inflaming thing coming from twitter or whatever but no, it was a mind fuzzer from the cellphone. That was the control group, and what i was focused about in the past couple of months because i wanted to be clear of them.

"I thought she was blind" blind about what? they are always pissed you dont reply to my ideas here, on twitter, instead of waving ideas in my head and not really getting anywhere. idk what this game's about, i dont know where they are coming from, no shared context

And every day they yell at certain ghosts and forces to be more disciplined but they never listen and im stuck at their mercy for a couple of reasons. Do better work. "cold..." no, reality check... the work is important.... but they wanna play all day

And by gun I meant the microwave of course, or the thing blocking my energy flow to make me think of energy parasite invisible demon. You know. Something like that

I wanted closure. That's all. I wanted to understand why they wanted me dead. I wanted the storybook where everything was clear but, it is still invisible. So do I have to prove value? So many excuses. The violent one is the sinner, regardless of how much value I provide.

I use my cellphone, watch a youtube video, play a game, they find me and point the gun at my head. Throw your phone away!!! But it's a perfectly good phone and I hate the idea of more waste in the world

Can I break my curse myself? Its in the house. There's coal in the house. It isn't my family or room mates. There's coal in the house.

Anyways I want to make jokes and stuff and get out of my head stuck thing, it sucks that I can't really remember stuff at specific houses I live in and my memory works better when I'm away from home, like on trips or whatever. It's electromagnetism or something I swear

I dont think about sex that much. Violent sex is a sin. Of course. I focus on violence instead of the minute details of a person's life.

Violence is sin. Eye for an eye is sin. Violence must stop at the first one.

Let alone the unfortunate children that didn't learn them in the first place

certainly hurts parts of their brains. Concepts like gaslighting are real over a long period of time. It wears people down, when people ignore their feelings for too long, these negative mental habits become ingrained, and they forget positive things.

I don't really care about people's feelings too closely but I've been reading about psychological concepts and when people are deprived of certain things for too long it

That is sin at this scale, it kills living beings, it isn't careful, it is inefficiency. It is only efficient for businesses which is numbers on paper. That isn't real.

Socialism. This concept is an umbrella term for certain organizational concepts in society. I am still tying all my thoughts about politics to religion, so anything that is "sin" is not allowed. So I care about when trees get cut down.