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@adam_isdead TYYYYYYY AND YH OF COURSE :)

@lemon5372 CUTSPO OMFG I LOVE YOUR SCARS(⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠) (moots??)

I think these were two of the pics that got deleted? but anyway this was about half way through

idk why this is getting so much attention but I was overreacting so much 😭

these ones from a couple of weeks ago also got deleted let's see if they stay up this time

FFS it's every time I use this goddamn app

straight up slicing it. And by it? Heh. Letsr just say. My thights.

having a low bf is super validating but omfg it makes it way too easy to hit blood vessels. I wanna cut myself in peace and not make a mess or pass out ffs cutting was so much more satisfying when I was at a higher weight and I hate that

@Weaklyng tyyyy

@lemon5372 So pretty...

pretty

@calswillkillme tyy but I don't think I have any hydrogen peroxide 😭

@lemon5372 If you have hydrogen peroxide that gets blood out of like anything, stay safe!!

WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO WE'VE GOT PEOPLE COMING TO VIEW MY HOUSE TOMORROW BECAUSE THE LANDLORD IS SELLING IT AND I JUST HIT A BLOOD VESSEL AND BLOOD SPRAYED ON THE WALL. ITS NOT THAT MUCH BUT FUCK IM PANICKING

@ilovedigestion I don't have any hydrogen peroxide but I've got bleach so you think that would work?

these are the cuts that were bleeding so fucking much 🫩 made a fucking mess of my bed and squirted blood everywhere. I wish I made them deeper but I was getting lightheaded and I don't wanna pass out tonight. I'll post better pics in the morning bc this is actually embarrassing

the cuts aren't even big yet and I've already had it squirt blood at me 3 times 🫩

another pic :3

what doesnt kill you makes you wish it did because now you lost that spark in your eyes and dont know who you are anymore

I think I actually wanna gain some weight. like I've been really enjoying working out and running recently but being so underweight is making it hard to gain any muscle or really see any progress. I dunno, I wanna get muscle and get bigger but eating more is scary

I can't even remember what pic it was so I don't know what to reupload 😭

FUCK YOU TWT

home alone tomorrow night. do I binge or starve or cut myself mmmm idk. either way here's a pic of my gecko looking like a dino lol