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unpinning at 38kg

being a long time ariana fan who has also struggled with an ed for a while im heartbroken genuinely and i hate that im comparing myself to her

im so hungry and ive eaten like a "normal" person today and im so bloated but im hungry and i am constipated and i feel like fucking shit and i hate myself

im so upset and i just wish i had a friend i could talk to about my ed genuinely but i cant i have no-one

this week i have no choice but to lock in

@COTTONW00D real as fuck also genuinely the hunger is endless and it never even helps the hangover💀

@lemonsiepie my friends dont even order, i get home and eat my entire house 😭😭

drinking is fine if i dont come back and binge because of it, i need to eat minimal before drinking and NOTHING after. it also throws me off that i cant track cals for drinks but maybe ill attempt at it next time

@adoredbyamora WOAH girl you are tiny omg

tried to draw but ended up bodychecking

i love sushi so much

"wait, i think i lost weight. i look more thin."

@adoredbyamora any type of quick noodles 😭

can u tell me your unconventional safe food? mine is peanut butter

just men men men men men men men likeee how about the fact that having an ed can literally kill you? 😭

recoveryspo tiktoks b like you’re an UGLY GAUNT BITCH with NO TITS & NO ASS & you can’t get PREGNANT & guys don’t want to FUCK YOU

@COTTONW00D now this is very josh dun coded I LOVE IT🙂‍↕️

@oxytociins omg so cute

Cute outfit... or maybe ugly idk. whatchu think

@COTTONW00D LOOOVE YOUR HAIR

can someone break my heart rq so i can get worryingly skinny

@adoredbyamora BEAUTIFUL

most obvious bodycheck ever but idc i’ll post it on the main story

@adoredbyamora wait same😭

i wonder what strangers think about my family when r go out because my parents and grandma are all quite obese to put it nicely and me and my brother are underweight 😭

are there any other girls who HOPE their ed takes their boobs or am I ... alone in that

@sleepyheadfawn thank you lovely i appreciate it:(

im genuinely at my lowest point today i p/rged properly for the first time on not just alcohol and im so much pain i feel so sick😞can anybody help me does anyone have any sort of advice