elle🧛

my updated #edtwtintro #edtwt looking for moots! ≽^• ˕ • ྀི≼ 22 || 160cm || they/she || lesbian || pro recovery sw: 58kg || cw: 46kg/102lbs || gw: 44kg ————౨ৎ——— I like anime, vampires, & genshin °❀.ೃ࿔* dni fatphobes ♡/⟳ to be moots! <3

if i can get away with ill just get steak and broccoli

everyone’s ordering triple dippers and the one i made is 2k cals so if i eat only half ill be at 1k which is safe! because being the only one with JUST a tiny steak will make them mad

i should’ve fasted omfg

my friends want chilis tomorrow..

the food noise will leave if i have a 60 cal icecream.. but the guilt will be there.. which do i pick🤔🤔

@t33nyt0ny currently a one a day complete vitamin then i do extra to make sure like vitamin c/d, magnesium, collagen, and b12 complex!

Others with restrictive EDs what (if any) supplements do you take?

my friends want to make plans tomorrow.. ofc foods going to end up involved

i regret wasting my cals on popcorn and some frozen pizza.. when i wanted to fast tomorrow so now im unsatisfied and annoyed

i’m pathetic and upset over today’s intake being 550cals.. when will this end🤣🤣🤣

i’m not “friends with ana” or “friends with mia” i have anorexia nervosa binge-purge type and it is tearing my life apart from the inside out

it doesn’t matter where i’m at in life that part of me that hated myself and is too depressed will always be there. it has always been and now it’s all i am anymore and i hate that im aware but can’t stop it

having a moment where i realized i did this to myself and what the fuck am i even doing anymore but i cant stop. im going to have to live like this forever and that thought haunts me

one more week of this and i’ll finally be back in the 80s🙂‍↕️ then another week and i’ll be able to up my intake pls pls make these 2 weeks come by faster and let no outside sources mess up my progress

just realized i’m doing all this just so the scale can drop half a pound each day.. i know that’s a lot but it feels so little in return for feeling like shit 24/7 and struggling to walk distances

if i start doing planks everyday with zero protein.. while fasting and omading junk food will the skinny fat go away or is that delusional

@mutedollhouse hiii!!! i’m also awkward and a loser.. let’s be friends!!!

be my friend !!!! pls ( ；∀；) i might be an awkward loser but i am pure of heart

like i’ve stocked up enough food to last me months.. im considering c/s again but i dont wanna waste it.. i mean its worth it.. im down over 10lbs but at what cost😭

i have so many omad ideas and food waiting for me but i haven’t eaten shit these last weeks because i’m trying to get to my lw fast so i can eat again

and i don’t think id sober up again this time🤣🤣 im still recovering from blowing $250 in one month on alcohol and dealing with the weight consequences but i miss being in lala land (until i sobered up a bit and had to drink more to stop it)

day dreaming about being drunk again but i know the moment i touch a single sip im fucked