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honestly, i love being a working mom. but id give anything to be a stay at home mom again

i truly hate when my aunt gives me updates on my abuser. like truthfully i hope that man burns in hell :) so everything bad that happens to him, i’m glad karma is getting him.

330am & i’m awake sobbing bc i had a dream of my mom dying only to wake up and remember that already happened.

holding my moms hand as she took her last breath was not something i planned for, but boy am i thankful that i had that privilege to hold her while she went.

27 years will never be enough time.

i’ve had the most emotional week of my life & all i want right now is a bunch of snacks / baked goods , a weighted blanket & movies

i’m not going to stay where i’m not wanted

@OKAYYYWOWWW love this for us so much 🫶🏼

@lexcoded Same it’s come a long long way

im so thankful that my co-parenting relationship has become what it is

“One Less Lonely Girl”

just wish i didn’t feel like an emotional burden to those around me.

my grandparents are on a flight to my mom right now & they’re going to let me know when i have to fly home. if everyone could pray for my mom, id be internally grateful

i’ve been struggling with my faith for a little while now & while i’m so angry that my mom is dying right in front of us, all i can pray for is that she’s reunited with my sister in heaven.

some people should’ve never became parents

@KJ1587 twinssss 🥲🫶🏼 sending you love

unfortunately, i am my family’s most independent and distant child so i will sit here by myself, act like i don’t need anyone, and fight every single problem by myself

My therapist told me, “Women who grew up in broken and dysfunctional homes don’t always have big dreams. They only dream of having a home no one can take away and a person who won’t abandon them.”

i hate that my overstimulation comes off as anger & crying & isolation.