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Hai it's basil on a diff account ! Logged in on my school computer :p YOU CANT KEEP ME AWAY FROM OOMFS

@anth3musa why😓

@lil85944 i may or may nor have turned it off

why can't i commenyt

@anth3musa NO trust I don't need it anymore

@lil85944 wanna take mine

Me when I was deep in my ed

@anth3musa :(((

@lil85944 im so scared my heartll hive out

cany stop crying im in hsll

@vertebraedoll NO

I miss being seen as frail and having people worry about me. I miss the validation I felt at a lw. I miss the peace that came with restriction. I felt so much more like myself when my body reflected my mind. Even when things went wrong I cld control this

There is nothing i crave more than my ed, and even though this body is objectively alright nd even skinny, I can't stand looking so healthy when my mind is sick. I know I am more stereotypically attractive at this weight, but that doesn't compare to the satisfaction of being uw

I honestly think I cld get used to this body; ik I'm not fat or even terribly ugly. I feel so suffocated by all this fat and watching my body change these past few months has been horrifying, but ik i could adjust. The problem is I am so addicted to losing weight and restricting.

Gen Z is preferring ending their fucking life over sex

@suicideattwmp The one in the back used to b like bmi 12-13 and then she recovered. She used to b really nice actually idk what happened:(

@shrinking2477 It isn't NORMAL because it means your body is shutting down, but yeah it is common:( happened to me a couple times at my lw it was horrible

Ik this is a gross topic but is it a normal thing to shit urself when ur underweight/malnourished i never see anyone talk abt it

@kjur8p maybe 50-51kg? depends on when I get out of forced recovery lol

What’s y’all’s gw for May :p

@anth3musa i wonder whp this could be

there's this one really niche singer thats gorgeous but very obviously surgically retouched and i wanna ask her what procedures she had done SO BAD shes lowk inspo

@melancholybuni THIS IS SO SWEET OMG:( I'm sure you are the sweetest daughter

I just discovered that my mother has been keeping every single drawing I made for her for so long. And she still has them framed?! I cried so much, I love her so much. I hope I'm a good daughter to her, I'm truly trying my best

@Ihateekai imo she's like healthy skinny (probably bmi 18-19) but she has muscle and good fat distribution so she looks small and very pretty

@anth3musa lolll you posted this at 2am my time</3 I will stay up late tonight to exercise(as long as i don't cry a lot and get too tired) so we can b awake at the same time for once

oomf wake up

@Ihateekai me:/

Oomf is turning into a nsfw account I’m scared 😅😅

@vertebraedoll I'm blessing their eyes

@vertebraedoll Yes lol they r always looking at my screen like what is this weird bitch doing on twitter all day