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一 april accountability & food diary ⋆˚࿔

i binged again but im going fucking insane today so im binging instead of killing myself

day 1 not counting cals but eating enough bc not eating inevitably leads to binging ! + trying vegan eggs for the first time :3

"so having an ed means eating processed junk to reach 25g fibre" people vomit into bags, chew spit, binge on 10k+ calories, eat non food items, only eat 1 type of food everyday, people starve to death, purge to death i think having a fibre one brownie is the least of our issues

i never know if and when i'm actually hungry, if i want somthing healthy or if it's the lower calorie option, if i want a piece of chocolate or if i want to binge on everything.. maybe i should recover for real

i'm not ok

i'm so angry and sad , i wanted to ate even after yeasterday's binge, even if im still full, and i broke one of my new popsicle's maker now i'm crying and i want to die, good morning

i ate so much last night my stomach hurts so much

this isnt even a lot bc my mom stopped me from eating more, it's embarassing

i ate a whole chocolate bar, yogurt, blueberries, banana, beans with pesto and pretzels.. nothings new

binge urges won

i'm eating frozen peas bc i want to binge .. normal person behavior

why the hell do you want to ruin your life dumbass?? like you are not starving you ate you are ok it's just your brain that want easy dopamine..

i want binge so bad..

i have a lot of binge urges but i don't want to ruin everything :(

@alois33403 ikr! today i tried the blueberry and the coffee one !!

@limbokgs need the kiwi one they look so yummy

i made popsicles !!

sweet treat :3 314 c | 13g p

italian food poll ! 🇮🇹🍝 ❗calories don't count <3

@cl0udy_evenings oh i love that! i want to try it with a banana smoothie

@limbokgs Yum! I love making liquidy fruit smoothies and using that for popsicles :)

dinner ⋆˚࿔ 559 c | 36g p