atsurinn

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@Apricot064 yeah i feel that, though i don't mind being an observer most of the time the problem is that i'm rarely ever in social situations to begin with so i can't even gauge how sociable or unsociable of a person i am. sometimes i surprise myself, idk if that makes sense though lol

@liminastrophe I feel this way when out in the real world Im not super social irl & at work people dont talk to me very much, so most of the time Im just listening to others talk & it makes me feel like some sorta outside observer sometimes

i don't live in the real world as much as i should so i perceive myself more as a floating ghost on the internet rather than a person with arms and legs

@discordantstone oh thanks i didn't know that, the missions are a pain in the ass but they seem mostly fine, i'm sitting on dusk ordeal and suppress 3 alephs... which i'll figure out later Lol

@liminastrophe yeah by day 47 you need to finish all asiyah, 48 all briah and 49 all atziluth. if you arent warned you can get locked into ending C which sucks. it's not that bad but you gotta know to memorep on day 45. or if youre a psycho you can do hokma and binah missions at the same time

if there's anything lob corp is good at then it's great at making you feel like a detached office worker who has already given up on their dreams and has fully submitted to big corpo and retry spamming every time something goes wrong

i guess it's because i'm moreso content with my mental state than i am with my current lifestyle. the future is still uncertain, i don't know what to do once i'm out of college, and i still struggle to do regular adult things. but i'm doing just fine besides that

i know it's because i'm awake at 8 am which makes me think about the parts of my life that i'm dissatisfied with. what i would need to change to finally be proud of the life i live, even though i already feel quite content. why do i need more? just let me relax in peace

the worst feeling in the world is being unable to articulate the way you feel because i'm feeling a certain type of way right now but i can't express it properly. it's some kind of existential dread, but not really. all i can say is shit fuck penis

@Apricot064 lol the sheer size of her makes it look comically funny

@liminastrophe this is my lockscreen btw

always funny when i wake up and find these screenshots in my gallery from trying to turn off my alarm

@Apricot064 my phone can turn off alarms through the volume button and its easier for me to feel for it when i'm waking up, but i also accidentally screenshot a lot because of it ;p

@liminastrophe haha. yeah sometimes I find then on my phone from alarms I have to set at work :p is always kinda spooky. for a second I asked "whoa who took this screenshot?" not totally sure how it happens :p

@discordantstone wdym like do i have to finish all the missions by a certain day? or do i just loop day 46-50 until i complete all the missions (i've been trying to do them asap except for a few)

@liminastrophe btw once you unlock the very last layer you're gonna have to do a memo rep reset if you aren't planning on replaying through the entire game since the true ending needs you to complete all missions and you don't have enough days otherwise

@iri_daifuku critique and analysis can allow for a further appreciation of beloved things (for some people)

why do people watch things for the sole purpose of critiquing them.

@Kaliumcladkava no

getting fucked right at the end of the day feels so shitty. i'm on day 34 the days are getting so long especially with some of the missions, some days have taken me 30 minutes in real time to get through not counting retries

holy shit bruh i did not know gebura was built like that

got solemn lament and had to make yi sang