mars ☽

no because do you think sylus would get all flustered if you called him a “pretty boy” or what. like do you think he’d do that little scoff-laugh he always makes when you flatter him, trying to play it off, but you see how pink his cheeks get and how the tips of his ears get all red, and you just knowww he likes being called your pretty boy as you hold his face or run your fingers through his hair…

the world celebrated his death. i alone was left to grieve.

taking a piece of zayne with me to work today because he said he’d never let the girl he loves be brave on her own 🙏