anya~

unpinning at my lw (64.5kg)

omg i just found barebells protein bars!! ive always wanted to try them, which is the best flavour?

should i buy egg whites🤔

YAY between two days ago when i lowkey binged and today i only gained 0.1kg which is nothing🧘‍♀️from now on i am not letting myself gain another gram until i hit my gw

wow found an old tweet of me complaining about "only" losing 4kg in a month...if only she knew

wanting to straight up kill urself for an entire week and then getting ur period

not like omad bcz with omad i dont consume any cals until dinner

wait new diet plan i just liquid fast all day then eat dinner🤔

@purplewitchtt lmaooo

i hear malnourished may actually starts may 17th........

the person i am past 10pm is unrecognizable from the person i am the rest of the day

being vulnerable to your friends about feeling shitty when their succeeding in every domain your currently failing at is a humiliation ritual

sorry i cant come i have to listen to a live perfomance of LDR's Ride and cry

@boyfailure_xx ugh seriously i wish i could get halo top

i hate my fucking chungus european life

this is the most interaction ive ever gotten on a post let alone a reply girl im scared

idk if its accurate to call this a 'relapse' era since the disordered thoughts neveer, not for a second, stopped. its just that i stopped restricting, rarely binged anymore, and gained all the weight back. idk what you would call that🙃

the fact that i spent half the month gaining 2kg when i couldve been LOSING FROM THE START

🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️i can and i will lose 4kg by the end of the month🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️

@beanveline yeah thats why i dont post my food lmaoo😭😭

Does anybody else get anxious that people you know irl will recognize you based on your plates, your table, anything

i want to buy protein powder but i feel like it lowkey triggers me to eat MORE bcz i justify it coz its “healthy” and low cal🙃