coffee beans

smash players are the minecraft youtubers of esports

how can one view vulnerability as anything but a mistake if every time you allow yourself to be vulnerable it blows up on you make it make sense cause I’m really fucking trying here

friendship isnt real bro you move heaven and earth for people and they just take and take and take until you have nothing left to give and they just move on i love being used 8)

emptiness

if i video game myself one day I will have a special place in my note for Mitch Marner and Auston Matthews given that they’ve bent me over and fucked me every year since 2017 👍👍👍👍👍👍

IF I KILL MYSELF FRIDAY THE BLOOD IS ON AUSTON MATTHEWS AND MITCH MARNERS FUCKING HANDS

also this isn’t like directed at any one person or situation, it’s more of an overall issue I’ve been facing in many facets of my life recently I suppose, if you have any advice I’m open to it as well. Just trying to continue to grow and be better at managing my emotions I guess.

apologies if this came across your feed and you neither care nor wanna see someone vent but I only use this page to get feelings on page so I don’t explode, love you all

lot of pent up frustration over not being able to vocalize why i’m mad in the first place for fear of starting an argument and it spiralling as it always does in my past experience i’m in a lose lose where I either feel like shit or I make problems

if i speak i am in trouble but if i dont speak i am miserable I wish to be Le Poisson Steve

feeling annoyed at things and can’t vocalize that I AM annoyed without causing issues zzz

@meatoball worst part is knowing half the shit you pack will somehow get lost to the ether despite you never moving it out of the box

Dreading having to pack all my shit. Lifes hard for a bitch who loves trinkets....

fuck it bro life lemons lemonade we ball

things don’t work out for people like me

UPDATE : WINNERS Q IS ON THE HORIZON WE ARE SO BACK

it might be joever fellas i’m close to the end

@Seppti_ I CANT FUCKING WIN

@lolcoffeebeans Join the club buddy.

@BastingLeaf TOO MANY!

@lolcoffeebeans What is it at today?