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🍎 maaf pagi-pagi galau. tp banyak what if di kepalaku ttg hubunganku sm dia. gimana ya kalo aku deket sm dia waktu dia gada masalah ini-itu? apa aku bisa dapet dia versi utuh dan ga bingung? apa kita ga akan udahan karena keadaan?

🪵 if i’m meant to be alone, then please take away my desire to be loved.

that is also why yeonjun reaching out first after ten years feels so overwhelming… not because it suddenly proves that yeonjun cared, soobin probably always knew that on some level but because yeonjun finally expressed that care into the form soobin had needed for years… it is one thing to be loved. it is another thing to be loved in your own language, especially after a long time of adapting yourself to someone else’s.

that is also why yeonjun reaching out first after ten years feels so overwhelming… not because it suddenly proves that yeonjun cared, soobin probably always knew that on some level but because yeonjun finally expressed that care into the form soobin had needed for years… it is one thing to be loved. it is another thing to be loved in your own language, especially after a long time of adapting yourself to someone else’s.