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based off the presave debacle i made a little something because i was #inspired and had learnt something #new..
260328 jihoon’s thoughts about today’s fanmeeting (day 2) #지훈 x.com/chop282/status… 🪼: to be honest, i recently found myself feeling more fragile than anyone else. if i’m being completely honest, there were times when i felt really weak, very shaken, almost empty.. but the more i felt that way, the more i tried not to show it, not to the members, and not to SAI either. because whenever people worry about me and ask, “jihoon-ah, are you okay?” i always answer that i’m okay, because i have the members and SAI by my side. but today, i’d like to say once again that i really am okay, and it’s thanks to SAI, i truly am so happy 🪼: today is also my birthday, and so many people have told me, “thank you for being born”. in this one precious life we are given, i’m always grateful that i’m able to give someone strength and create good memories for them, simply by being born. i’d like to say how incredibly thankful i am to my mom and dad for bringing me into this world, and to our members, who made it possible for me to be loved from the moment i was born. my noona (older sister) told me not to cry, but the truth is that whenever i have a dream, the source of the strength that helps me achieve it is always SAI. even though i may feel like i’m still lacking, i believe i’m living a richer (more abundant) and more colourful life because of SAI, and i want to remain the same kind of presence to you. as long as i stand on stage, looking at SAI, i want to promise that i’ll continue to do my very best until the day i die 🪼: if SAI have a hard day, i want to exist as tws jihoon who can give you strength on that day. and if you have a happy day, i still want to remain as jihoon who stands beside you, celebrating that happiness and smiling together with you. even in places where SAI cannot see me, i’ll always be doing my best while thinking of you 🪼: more than anything, i also want to say thank you to the members who stay by my side through both difficult and happy moments. when we performed ‘nice to see you again’ earlier and all the members were gathered together, i felt so grateful. i know i’m still lacking in many ways/aspects, but thanks to the members, whether times are hard or joyful, no matter what moment comes, i’m always able to keep going. the members are the reason for my existence and i want to tell them how thankful i am (for them) 🪼: lastly, i’ll always continue to exist as tws jihoon, someone who exists for SAI. so that the dreams SAI couldn’t achieve, and the dreams you still wish to achieve, can all come true. i’ll stay/remain here, always present in a form that you can see whenever you open your eyes 🪼: thank you so much, and thank you for giving me such a precious and happy day. i’m truly grateful
