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Thinking about the early seasons of so you think you can dance.. this was REAL television i miss this dance era so bad

hopefully though this produces something fruitful for me and eventually grants me some kind of peace

it’s so difficult to let myself consume and enjoy media especially books and fanfiction when i’m constantly thinking about my own writing and comparing myself. exhausting. sometimes i want to just be able to enjoy consumption

losing ground (1982) was phenomenal and incredibly gorgeous

not moved by anything lately

my head is full of poison and my heart is full of doubt i got toxins in my bloodstream you tried hard to suck them out and it feels like medication and it's good for me i'm sure but it don't matter how your love feels anymore

my heart is genuinely breaking knowing that the vgk are most likely heading to the stanley cup finals, with not only a rapist as their goalie but with a man who lied on the stand to protect him and four others. heartbroken and devastated are the only words that i have right now.

It’s funny watching people who don’t think they have a lick of antiBlackness in them speak about Black cinema and Black art in condescending ways.

SOLANGE AND MEGAN THEE STALLION!!

The global left is in such a horrific state that the palestinian islamist militant is more representative of the fundamental leftist ideal of uncompromising agitation for a better world than any of the present figures of the left at large

i hate to see dolan idolized for anything related to culture or race when he has been blatantly racist in the past. i like a lot of his movies but i just can’t get past that anti-asian incident

actually there are two folders this belongs to

another one for the [redacted] folder

@guggiejar yes it’s either he’s perfect and can do no wrong or he’s a terrible queerbaiting idiot

@lovesjar What I have observed is that he gets extreme ends. One single move is talked about like anything. There is no middle ground which is scary to me.

the way the internet treats hudson continues to be extremely strange. like it shouldn’t be this hard to treat someone like a human being instead of a specimen to dissect but alas. an observation i would make even if i wasn’t familiar with him

james dean photographed by roy schatt, 1954

he didn’t ask to have a section of recommended books that just happened and now there are people having opinions about something he casually shared bc he enjoyed it

top 4 of 2026 so far

#kseniadaniela ⭐️🍎

shaking with the force of wanting to protect his husband begging ilya please just stay here don’t get up don’t turn on the light please i’m here. the glaring difference here is that with hollanov it works, they save each other always

particularly ilya when he’s going through an intense suicidal period and wants to hurt himself to stop his spirals. shane just climbing on top of him and digging his nails into ilya’s skin to offer him a different kind of pain. biting him maybe. bruising his throat

i know everyone hates a little life which is fair but there’s one scene i always think about where the mc jude wants to self harm and his boyfriend just like climbs on top of him and holds him in their bed and i picture that with hollanov a lot