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Dont know if we can keep our last rabbit. I love him and saying goodbye might make me claw off my skin but rabbits are social animals. And i dont think im able to accept another bunny into my life right now

my bunny died yesterday Not sure how to cope so I'll put it away until i do I heard him. Like. I heard a heavy sigh and honk from him and then. I couldnt look at him anymore We buried him next to Nora

Wearing my cute sleepwear just because i'll sweat my balls off if i wear anything thicker than paper

I see all those animes with school trips and think, wow i sure wish i couldve had a normal school life, it would've been so fun! And then i remember the one time i did go on a full school trip and im pretty sure everyone was bullying me there. I did get to see bats though.

my therapist told me to use ai for something mental health related a few months ago. Dunno what it was we were talking about. Like okay why am i here even

Hate when i have to pee in inside clothes. I had to twice today. Why cant i pee while comfortable in my sleep clothes. Send help.

Always a treat when twitter notifies me for something niche i have no business in. But also i keep being reminded that "liking children is bad" is somehow controversial. The internet is a lovely place.

I have once again been reminded that visual snow is a visual impairment. I also just now realized the reason I'm scared of the dark. Because i can't see. Literally. Everyone and everything is static. I can't see most of my hand. End me.

Unfortunately i spent the whole time i was not on twitter reading radiostatic fanfiction So much so that my long lasting Omori interest has been in shambles. I have not recovered. It feels like when i see the game i am looking at an old friend. This is horrible.

We're out of toilet paper.

Dear diary. Today i absolutely destroyed the toilet. Goodbye

Who bookmarked reveal yourself

Literally no man ive met has taken me seriously. None of them!! Except for that one boy back in first grade but im pretty sure we bonded neurodivergently. And my brother. Hes not a man to me though hes my brother.

Wait do you say influencer in english is that a german thing whats the word for it

Im gonan be useless all my life and i cant do anything about ittt... I should become an influencer.

Ughhhhhghhh i wanna get off these meds i want my routine back i need my normal dayyysssssssss let all this crazy stuff be overrrrrrrrr

I went to dad today. I had fun. But then i had to leave because of period pain. I miss my sisters already im sad.

If i have brain fog. I feel worse. He always somehow makes me feel like im not valid. I dont want to be told that maybe i "have a special brain" i want help. Stop talking to me like im stupid!!!!!!

Like he's so quick to tell me random stuff i didnt ask for like i MENTION my friend having ptsd in context to something and he goes on about what it is and why i obviously dont have it but? Then with dissociation he just? Doesnt? Ok? I asked if its normal to feel this way not-

I know im supposed to trust my therapist and all i just. Dont. Told him i believe i struggle with dissociation like constantly it doesn't go away and he kept trying to call it brain fog. That constant dissociation is rare. Ok. Then explain to me what dissociation is???