Lynne Murphy

Then aggressive digging in her tray, then zoomies, then running over me on the couch. Had about 2 hours sleep 😂. She really is annoying me much more than usual, acting like a complete d**k 🤣

Mitsy & life be like ‘get up & go again’, ‘it’ll be fun this time’ 🤭😝. I wasn’t gonna get up, I was gonna lie in a huff that the filling had fallen out last night & stew until tomorrow. Mitsy tho? 2 fur balls & sick on the carpet at 4 in the morning

So much more going on in the world than that opinion, especially when it’s wrong 😂

Dentist trying to gaslight me 🤣. Unconsciously waffling a lot of 💩. Told me that my old dentist wouldn’t have said it is illegal to drill away part of a tooth if it is healthy. Said he wouldn’t have used those words 🤭. Alright mate, calm yerself

Life is back on its normal BS 😂. Life got so hectic I had forgot about the standard & normal BS. How hot is that fish tho 🥵. That would be my husband if I was a fish. FACT 😜. I’d be forcefully swimming about that tank asking him why his eyes have to see other women (fish) 😝

What do we do in the middle of the 💩? We force ourselves into a dental appointment 🤣, for the bants obvs. Was really difficult but really glad I went, cheeky wee emergency one coz I can’t deal with normal appointments. COZ I AM INSANE 😝 ✌️🤗

Aww man, that cupboard is very dangerous, this shall be eaten, EVERY square 😂

Think the neighbours round here sniff bins, pass it on 😂

Funny story. I also refused to do the work Peter told me to do coz it meant when washing hands, having showers & stuff to actually feel it, the bubbles & things. I refused coz it meant thinking of him, and to me that was weird 🤭. So yeah, been doing that a lot & 🤣 at it 🙄

Maybe that was the plot twist, maybe the help was never gonna be mines to have 😔🤗

He was simply correct but just could not reach me & that is wholly understandable. The changing of the endings was always about doing it for ourselves. Not fun, not nice, would rather be poked in the eye with a sharp stick & all that stuff.

Process still heavy processing. Hope everyone has a 💩 day 🤭. I am suspended in the far out land 😝

10 years later after my first interaction with my trauma therapist, I now understand what Peter tried to do. For this part anyways. With flashbacks, nightmares & intrusive thoughts, oh boy, did he have booklets for that 🤣.

When life had u “booked” into hospitals 🤭🤣😝

BRB. Away to take my intrusive thoughts out on the 🛶 🤭😝✌️🤗

🤗✌️🫡 ❤️💜

Don’t mind if I do. Came through with my mail there, haven’t had any before so will enjoy a wee browse with my coffee. Got my dietician letter yesterday too, but proud of myself to say that I don’t need it now. Hard work was needed but eating has now resumed & it is beautiful ❤️

@PaulFerris_Gla Mines has up & left for now but gonna screenshot this & will have a look again to give me some positivity when needed 🫡 ✌️

Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence.🕊️