lyra

you seem pretty sad for a girl so in love.

“How do you grieve for a love that did not even exist?” said by @BenAndBenMusic A love that doesn’t exist surely hurts, but how painful is it to grieve, or do I even have the right to, when the person I love doesn’t even exist in the first place? - A Reader’s Grief

a wise man said, “soon is never”

life feels so messed up again. she finds herself rewatching job’s story in superbook.

marineford arc is stressing me sm huhu. i’m too soft for this arc. my heart is literally hurting while watching. DIKONAKAYAAAA 😭

i don’t know what’s up with one piece..it’s healing my inner child and also validating my adult struggles 😭one piece is literally my one piece treasure 🫶🏻

the song memories - one piece ost always makes me cry, bro 🥹

it’s okay..i’ll just stream hard again 😭

girl, i’m so dangerous when im sad. i just spent 4k in a day…money is happiness 😭

you know it’s hard when you can’t even open your phone with face id with how much you’re crying

everytime i go to my doc for check-up, i’m always the youngest patient in every room. bit sad ‘cause how a 22 year old girl have a body of a 60 year old. but yeah, life goes on. just hope that pips acknowledge invisible disease now. it doesn’t mean i look okay, i’m not in pain.

if i post a sad poem right now. people will think i’m depressed. if i post an erotic story, people will think i’m a lustful girl. if i post about gore (horror), people will think i’m a psycho. girl, i can’t express freely.

i miss the time when i was still so expressive with my write-ups. where i have the freedom to say anything and turn it to an art. recently, it’s hard with people judging every grammar, or comparing and assuming that’s what i feel irl, that’s who i am irl. i miss being a writer.

pink ribbon box cutter

so unstable. she started writing death letters to people close to her. 🐷 🌅 💀 🐻 🐱