"but I think love starts here
everything else is just desire and projection
of all our wants, needs, and fantasies
but those externalities could never work out
if we didn't turn inward and learn
how to love ourselves in order to love other people"
My youngest cat died a few days ago. He died while I was giving him medicine. He died while I was holding him
I couldn’t even stand up to run to the vet to save him. All I could think of was “I can’t lose you, but I also don’t want you to suffer anymore”