mal | FOLLOWING BACK

quick intro: 🌻 you can call me mal 🌻18+, any pronouns 🌻 i draw sometimes 🌻 i love anime & these my favs: - jjba - bsd - dororo 🌻 i also love video games - tloz - sally face - nitw - pokémon 🌻 other #shtwt ⚠️‼️ #bsdtwt #anitwt #tloz #alnst #creepypasta #arcanetwt

@mymelodyheh u gotta be careful nonoomf. cvts can burn from the UV light, even from the sun. it can hinder healing or increase risk of infection

@m4lorei 2days new😟

does anyone know if a sunbed will affect my cuts in anyway #shtwt #slittwt

@mymelodyheh 😭 are the cvts fresh or old?

@m4lorei i already had one today hopefully i’m okay..

@angel9321910476 —then please keep the wound wrapped in clean bandages or gauze. take note of numbness or repetitive bleeding too. within the day, if you notice warmth, distinct foul odor, red color spreading further than the wound, you’ll need to go to the hospital to get checked for infection

@angel9321910476 helloo it looks very fresh. please rinse the wound with water and clean the surrounding area with soap (not directly on the wound). gently pat dry with a clean cloth or gauze. important‼️ if you have any antibiotic ointment like neosporin, place a thin layer on top of the wound—

Does anybody know how to do aftercare for this wound..? #shtwt #shedtwt #twt #vent #harm #hints #988twt I need help sob

@angel9321910476 sure

@m4lorei could u check my recent twt post and tell me how to do aftercare for it lolol please idk how to

Does anybody know if this is infectted? It's itchyish too someone help #shtwt #shedtwt #twt #vent #harm #hints #988twt #infection #help

the bandage in the first pic bled through quickly. normally i’d give up but @viiimce was so nice to me today so i put in a bit more effort

seeped into my pants. goddamnit now i have to do aftercare AND change or i’ll get caught again

a guilty indulgence an illusion i chase whilst knowing it can never erase that empty feeling i can’t even name #shtwt sesh just now, bb beans in thread 🧵

@telavyn no wait come backkkk please don’t leave us yet😞 if you need someone to talk to, i’m here. what triggered this?

gonna attempt today Ok bye

@aviculariaa thank you kitty🫶 will attach aftercare pic later when i’m done with it

@m4lorei They are so pretty, but take care please 🤍

@viiimce that exam better be “lowkey easy” or i’ll beat their ass😩 and you’re right on the last part 💕

@m4lorei thank you! i still hope i'll pass since professor told me it's gonna be lowkey easy but the world won't end if i end up failing

fuck uni and fuck studying imma go to sleep now idk i'll figure something out tmrw🫡🫡

@viiimce no worries! i’ll still be here if ever you feel like you need someone to hear you out 💕 also get well soon!!

@m4lorei i decided against it in the end, too much for me rn since i'm still sick UGHHHH but thank u for the offer!!

should i cut🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

@viiimce hehehe i dedicate tonight’s aftercare to you. virtual hugs coming your way

@m4lorei so will i, for you!! hope you feel a bit better, take care of yourself mal❤️‍🩹

my baseline mood is so unhappy i wanna cvt myself even then i’ll still be unhappy please, can someone take this waste of a life away from me

@viiimce maybe you could talk about it?🥹venting could be a more convenient option to get the negative energy out. and i’m here to listen🫶 promise

i'm kinda tired and don't really wanna deal with the aftercare and don't wanna walk like i got shot in my kneecups tomorrow buttttt i kinda wanna deal with my stress

@viiimce my heart goes out to you and your years-long battle.. i’m so grateful to have a moot like you who makes me feel heard and less alone. i hope only good things come your way🥹 i’ll be here for you cheering you on🫶

@m4lorei -hope for the best cuz sometimes it is the only thing we can do

@viiimce thank you so much vimce🫶💕🫂 i needed to hear that tonight. hope the sunrise comes soon🥹 for both you and me

@m4lorei i understand, it's the same for me:( but you already struggled through this life for so many years and despite everything you're still here, and since you've been through the whole night you deserve to see the sunrise!! and it will come one way or another

@viiimce you’re so encouraging😭 i want to believe you but it’s hard. i’ve been like this for more than 6 years

@m4lorei ty !! we'll be just fine mal trust ‼️

@viiimce aww you’re so nice vimce😊 thank you for acknowledging my pain

@m4lorei healing takes time and i believe in you oomf

i go to therapy— it doesn’t change a thing i take antidepressants and antipsychotics— but i still spiral and cvt i go on nature walks— i sleep 6-8 hours— i eat a meal a day— i write, i draw, i express— what the hell is the solution then? no one can tell me i’m not trying