MacTavish 🧼

my dumbass deleted my own intro. MacTavish of #shtwt (styros, beans) He/Him, Male Biker/gym teenage guy NO DNI, I block freely YES I’m on the spectrum YES I have adhd I also like whiteboards

Not counting today, this is my cal limit for the next month! #edtwt

@filthyyratt My beans got infected once. I didn’t do anything and it got better after a month or so, but I suggest cleaning daily and constantly re-bandaging!

GUYS WHAT DO U DO IF UR CUTS GET INFECTED BUT U DONT WANNA TELL ANYONE 😨

starting off may by binging and then locking in entirely tomorrow. Wanna lose 10-20, maybe 30 pounds by the start of June. Is it possible ? #edtwt

@Averyofshtwt dorco razors. Super sharp and cheap🥹❤️

What would y'alls say is the best to cut with? #shtwt

@palegor3 can I request military porn

Once my mom goes to sleep I'll find more porn for yall #loveme

@sylvie_c4ts That used to happen to me 2 I’m pretty sure it’s normal

wth do i have scurvy or smth 😨😨 these are like 2,5 weeks old why are they scabbed again (they already scared??)

@idekmeowmeow The first time I did it no, but it got infected quickly so if u do it make sure to bandage!

is cutting to beans as scary as it looks #shtwt

@engigamingshtwt thank u engineer of shtwt

@mactavdik okay fine soap mactavish from hit game franchise call of duty

I FINALLY FOUND IT it’s so over for me lmao

@sylvie_c4ts yes twin I promise u r okay

i just took off the dressing cuz i need to change it.. is this normal ?? like it doesn't smell or anything #shedtwt #shtwt (I DIDN'T GET A GOOD PICTURE BEFORE I THREW IT OUT 😭😭 it was blood old and new and some kind of fluid but not serous fluid, it was white n not liquid)

@mattysnowpuff From last night

can someone slash flash me I need to see some cutspo #shtwt

@polkapea Even if he didn’t go to the hospital, he was still caught playing games, reposting, commenting… no person would do that right after an attempt, especially ods

sorry how do we know rivers attempt was faked but not failed?

@chocochuuyaa no ur not insensitive im just saying like… he won’t even acknowledge it. and I think that’s super shitty if he faked his death and won’t acknowledge it or the pain he caused others. but that’s just my opinion! it’s ok if u don’t agree

@mactavdik sorry if this is insensitive of me, but I still don’t find that as a proper reason to be mad at him. Its not like he was aware that was going to happen 😓😓😓

why is everyone so mad at river being alive 💔💔yo💔💔maybe he threw up shortly after taking SOME of the pills 💔💔you never know 💔💔💔why does his suicide upset yall💔💔💔

@mikageekin YES 100% agree cuz didn’t others take their lives because of this too?..

I think genuinely if he faked it or if he survived he should just come out and say it because being quiet about it is just making him look worse. Own up

3. I don’t think this happened, but if he did die, I hope he gets the rest and peace he was hoping for:(

from what I heard it’s caused OTHER people to take their lives. If this is true, then he needs to say something. Yes I hope he gets better, but I hope he speaks up as well. Especially if others took their lives as well.

Giving my take on the river situation!!! (As someone who never knew him so it’s not biased.) 1. If he failed, I really hope he finds peace and get better. 2. If he lied, I hope people DO keep talking about it until he says something. It’s a cry for help, yes, but from what—

I am in so much physical pain if I were in front of a speeding semi truck I wouldn’t move just so I wouldn’t have to feel this