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Forgot to post this at the time but I’m officially 4 years clean!! 🥹🤍 #RecoveryPosse

@autistic_witchy Your beautiful kitty is watching over you my lovely 🩷

@Courtney_Browne Thank you angel. I’m here for you too xo

@madbpd I'm so glad. If things ever get too heavy I'm only a chat away 💞 x

No one talks about the depression that manifests when you’re dealing with schizophrenia/psychosis. Every day is a battle and you’re losing yourself slowly to this evil illness. To say it is unfair is an understatement.

@maggie_emaw Thank you, I hope so 🥺

@madbpd It is a long haul. You will get better.

My psychiatrist wants to keep me in hospital longer. I am so sad and sick of being sick.

@Bluetina1 🫂 🩷

@madbpd 🫂🫂🫂🫂❤️

@mat__nova Hugs back 🫂

@madbpd sending you hugs madelyn 🫂

@patrickreid45 You’re right, thank you 🩷

@madbpd Hang in there trust them as long as family feel it's not the wrong thing to do .Review in a few days and picture will hopefully be clearer

@PattesSouris Thank you so much 🥺

@madbpd Sick of being sick is a thing, itself. So damned hard. And the sadness, too. Oh, my! 😥 I am so very sorry. ❤

@autistic_witchy Thank you angel you’re always so kind to me ilysm 🥺🥰

@steadylineapp Thank you for the advice 🫂

@madbpd Trust your doc and if possible your parents. Let them decide things for you... at least for now. That what i try to do when in such situations.

@Foobzoh He’s still increasing them

@madbpd why? is your meds not right?

@Bottoms_bray Thanks so much. You’re always so kind 🩷

@madbpd I'm sorry. Hopefully, the meds and help will start to work while they keep you safe and you will be well again soon.

@Blueweevils Thank you xo

@madbpd I’m sorry to hear that. Big hugs x

The amount of random photos I have on my phone from checking hallucinations is insane

@autistic_witchy I love you lots too 🩷🥰

@xxiwishupeace Thank you kindly 🩷

@madbpd I wish you peace.

@Bottoms_bray Thank you so much 🫂

@madbpd I am so glad you are getting good care. It will get better.

@zabisbetter It really is the worst 🫂

@madbpd I was so scared and hopeless when I was psychotic. I've never been that low any other time.

@Bil_e_s_h__ Thanks so much. I’ll keep going 🥲

@madbpd Dealing with both schizophrenia and BPD sounds like an immense daily battle. The depression on top of the psychosis must make everything feel even more overwhelming and unfair. I see how hard you're fighting—keep going.

@Courtney_Browne Your kindness is so validating. Thank you so much. It means more than you know xo 🩷

@madbpd You're fighting so hard & you're right it is unfair. I'm so sorry it has been so tough for you, hoping for lighter days for you, keep going & keep sharing if it helps 🤞 rooting for you x