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#evanbuckley — passenger (cw: drug dependency, depictions of withdrawal)

@hermioneindisg2 I think a lot of people also vastly overestimate how attentive they are. not looking too closely at someone's face next to you while you're under high stress or focused on a task doesn't mean you don't care. especially since chim said it has to be day 1 or 2 of withdrawal

I've realized what's bothering me about some takes. Even if you're just saying it's bad writing it feels like you're implying that if you miss the signs a loved one is hiding substance abuse that you are the problem & don't care enough or should have paid closer attention.

@NoxAtThe118 imagine it's something that would have a much clearer way to draw it, like nurse, and he decided to do it this way just to be messy 😭

@magicmelinoe "enemies" "jealousy" something like that 😂

real question was he drawing Ian to piss off Ravi fdsjfkds he's such a gay diva

Buck to Eddie: “you haven’t even looked as a woman in a year.” yeah Buck he’s been a little busy looking at you

since the episode didn’t want to do it, i will. there is resources out there, please take advantage of them. You can call or text 988. (this is in america) 988lifeline.org the lifeline website will give you resources. you don’t have to do this alone.

I just hate dismissive doctors. sure, you can’t sit at his bedside the same way but there had to have been better reactions

the difference between that doctor just dismissing buck with a “get help” and chim insisting on actually getting him the help he needs btw ☹️

“to bobby” no that’s fine I wanted to cry more anyway

@Pinkpeachteay honestly fair, who knows with this show sometimes 😭

@magicmelinoe After they also teased her getting a rookie and then never doing anything about it i honestly am just tired of it

I really liked that ending montage and that really was found family feels, LOVED it. And not to be nitpicky but... I just kinda wish we'd less side-lined this SL before that moment? Because that cop SL just felt... idk. It felt so out of place 😭

My favorite scene. Directly to Eddie for help. I also choose to believe part of why he didn’t take them is he knew Eddie might be blamed as he was the person handling them last.

that episode was beautifully done 🥺

oh ostark is funny for that 😭

chris is so wise, look at him keeping buck company 🥺

did eddie diaz just look at a photo of a hot man and go "DAYUM" or did i dream that

@buckprotector I think even beyond the fact that addiction can happen to absolutely anyone, we also have to note that buck falls into a lot of high risk categories that make you more vulnerable to it

ppl saying buck becoming an addict is ooc or that he couldn’t get addicted cause he knows the signs are completely missing the point. addiction can happen to anyone at any time for all kinds of reasons. trauma changes how you cope and that can lead to unhealthy coping mechanisms

@Pinkpeachteay but it'll be so rewarding in the end! and I hope it's fun even if it's hard rn 🙂‍↕️

Why is planning a murder mystery fic SO HARDDDDD

if I lock in I could possibly finish reading project hail mary today and then I could crash out about the new 911 episode in peace tomorrow 🤔

@LeonieB94 @junebegins that’s true 🙂‍↕️

@magicmelinoe @junebegins at least

i loved the angst when i was binging the show because i knew the ending but now it’s happening in real time and i am feeling sick week after week how do i make it stop !!!!