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introducing main character sheet name: main umm yeah,, vista! i love it ^^

@_Pisukev ! ! ! would make it

@main_experiment I want the beanie

introducing main character sheet name: main umm yeah,, vista! i love it ^^

@ninjawhee i never thought oomf are from metal gear

crashing out wid no surbibors

sometimes i forget that this app isn't a public obsidian vault, sorry for venting with long text without particular reason

well, this exact reason i dodged my own region & be worldwide, just to get out of my region psyche and find a new view that align with my interest. most people i interact with are from the first world as genuine insight, while i'm here as a curious rural goblin. before, mostly i treat this app like a huge learning playground for existing on the internet, keeping my clarity & sanity in this period of tech advancement take off. and i wish i can keep it that way. but over time, when you shift yourself as an authentic "creator" you just not play observe and absorb game, but you choose to struggle reaching for the right audience & visibility. the most suck about this xithole is the executives behind thinking this app is exclusive for the news and noise, that's it, the shallow incentives. the current payout system require either you sold your soul, or build a system with other account for the optimal region-locked algo and feed the braindead with echoes they want to hear, get the bag while detaching yourself. i need to remind that ppl that show up with authenticity of courage & curiosity are in tiniest bubble, they're the antithesis of what the algo dictate, it require high agency and effort while often end up with nothing in return but void. if you're strong enough & keep it real, right value will come from the right people, cause you already build up your habit into your confidence. the metrics you gain will come from networks of trust and aspiration. tl;dr: nuke nikita, no matter the system on this site will fumble. one can still continue their quest, searching, seeking, building, creating, making, not just consume, forget, and yippies wasting time shitscroll. idk, just yapping out hehehe.. hope we all have a beautiful day & mind on this app xP

@TheKingOfStank shit, you just summoned demons

@main_experiment Dont worry. Im selling myself to openclaw as soon as i have it.

@supernalmystic love this takes <3 minds need to slow down fr

@main_experiment its pretty intense stuff also, while we feel like we need to play catch up or just wait, its good to just build slowly each day and learn things now and improve over time.

open source started to open pandora's box. expected next year we get indistinguishable slop running on our consumer gpus. nice to meet you in this early singularity folks

@cyb3r_17 yeas, hopefully in the future i would stay sane as a human with cognition

@main_experiment Hopefully I would have deleted all my accounts and gone to playing video games by then

@HisiDIssy @BlueBluenene nothing is real, we were in afterlife internet since then.. even our soul yearning to go back to life lol

@BlueBluenene @main_experiment i also yearn,,, but like make it pre covid or something

@Full_Metal_QR @firststarhana omg yesss

@firststarhana @main_experiment can we add LYnn?

man i wonder how non autistic people experience life

@bagusindrayana_ if you have no prob, generate abstract shapes with shader/webgl for prototyping, then you don't have to deal with procrastination in the first place. rendering graphics can be very mentally demanding because it requires a long process of taste refinement

wanna try make website with this theme, but i need to learn how to draw/render the metalheart art first

@htrowii +999999 social credit

chinese time of my life (huawei hq)

@Full_Metal_QR trvth impact

Reminder that it's never too late to rewire your brain. You want expertise in AI? You can build that. You want to get strong? You can do that. You want to learn an instrument? You can do that too. The list doesn't matter. What matters is that neuroplasticity doesn't expire and LLMs are compressing the learning curve on almost everything. The gap between "I want to learn X" and actually learning X has never been smaller. Everything is actually doable. You just need patience and the honesty to start from zero.

@VinciRSS @DeiIy__ gosh, i have bunch of resource, but: proko is best go to for most people out there, trust.

@DeiIy__ @main_experiment you may know a lot

Anyone know a good drawing course? Like a course made by a youtuber or vtuber or by influencer where they have good online presence. I need something like this. Price doesn't matter 🙏

@xdadevelopers big news

Wine 11 rewrites how Linux runs Windows games at the kernel level, and the speed gains are massive bit.ly/4t4LMPp

@_petalite who doesn't like beeg pyramid?

why are all my pyramid posts doing well, do the people just yearn for big geometric shapes

@yuyuslivestream suichan wa~ kyou mo ...

been into suichan recently 🥲

@haranikala short answer: no long answer: noooooooooo

dont have enough time to make art today should i kill myself

@Ekaeoq who?

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@yoneyamai sasuga sensei

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