MJ🦋

Honestly my Twitter should have a warning that says “these r basically just tweets abt either Holly’s mental health, or her tummy hurting”

Feeling like this is just a failure, there is no recovery, being told it’s not my fault but feeling punished

Feeling like what’s the point

ooooo wanna break my 3 years soooo bad

@absurdi_tee_ Babe we gotta meet up and cry together where u at

i can feel myself regressing as a person...but i cant tell if im healing emotionally or if i've just simply given up on caring about anything anymore

Been thinking abt high school recently and damn, I rlly did not deserve to feel the way I did. Like I was just a child and I was struggling so bad. Not anyones fault, I just did not deserve to be so unhappy or to do the things I did

I'm nervous for my therapy appt bcs it's only our 2nd appt but I have been having big feelings recently and I'm worried I'm gonna cry in front of her. Lawd I hope we don't talk abt high school

My body is sore from my 12 hour shift, y can't ppl just work breh

chat am i muted

Dreamt last night that Ewan put metal in the microwave and when I yelled for him to stop and I took the metal out, he didn't believe me and put it back in and turned the microwave on and I feel like that perfectly describes how I see Ewan.

Last night I had a dream I had a girlfriend. FUUUUUUUCCCKKKKK. It was literally all I thought abt today, kissing her lips was DIVINE. God I love women, I’m so single

I miss my Dad

Every night before bed I go “wait, did I already take my meds?” If I think I didn’t take them, I take them. If I think I already did, I don’t. And somehow every time, it’s correct

I am not ok

My whole fyp is now just food bcs I talked abt the LA desserts and it’s making me want to die

I miss ma dawg

Tummy ache but in a super sexy way

Ewan and I were playing a game where he flicked a bit of paper and i catch it. He then flicked it into my face and it fell and got stuck in my boobs. Funnly enough it was the first one I caught HAHAHAHA

@freckledfelix_ Most likely🥰 I just had a dream he liked me back🥺

@mareeph04 Crush? CRUSH??? Is this about who I think it is…

Made my crush laugh multiple times today🤭 Life is GOOD