🪻་ ༘࿐ mary . . ִֶָ.

⋆˙⟡ May Accountability thread

i actually had probably 300-350 because i did NOT eat the ramen. i had like 4 bites, not even half.

9:22pm i’ve had 600 cals again but i might eat something a little more because i just did a lot of movement cleaning and i don’t want to risk getting nauseous

⋆˙⟡ May Accountability thread

when i fasted for 47 (i logged it wrong) hours it was honestly the easiest fast i’ve ever fucking done it reminds me back in 21 where i first started being really deep in my ed and went i think almost 72 hours before i almost passed out at school

all the food in this fucking house is white bread butter and oily ass chips id rather fucking starve than eat that shit

OOOOO LORD okay im bombing everything

im gona shower and shit to get my mind off of it for a minute and everything, im almost 44 hours into my fast and i was thinking about breaking it so i dont start feeling out of it behind the wheel but genuinely this has been such a triggering event

how the FUCK did they find me?!

oh guys guess who’s hanging out with the person who GAVE HIM THEIR EATING DISORDER

i also try to be interactive as much as possible but i just signed back into this account literally yesterday IM CRYING

I mainly crash out but i also post about my interests like The Fr34k C1rcus (don’t want to end up getting under the wrong thing), Twst, and other things. I like making monthly accountability threads im just waiting until may starts i promise im cool guys !!!

🪻 . . .⠀⠀꒰ #edtwt ꒱ ⁺　.⠀ Mary⠀ ⌒₊˚ ❤︎ ⠀ he/her ノ⠀back on edtwt after relapsing ︵ looking for moots! : 20, prefer 18+ . . . more in thread ♡ / ↻ to be moots .ᐟ

it’s that part of the fucking day where i decide if i break the fast so my i don’t get severely nauseous from my medications or just skip them entirely so i dont have to worry about it