Mateo Guzman

Esto fue impresionante, nunca mas en la vida se va a repetir algo de esta magnitud.

Not gonna lie, the BF6 motivation is pretty low right now. No real content or updates for a long time, and Elite Series was the main thing keeping my focus. Now that's been delayed indefinitely, I don't really know what to play for🫤

At a loss for what to play on stream right now. I fully committed to Redsec because I believed in the game and thought there was hope for a strong comp scene, but that only left me very disappointed with how things have gone. I just played Arc Raiders for the first time and love it, but my viewership is literally half of what it is on Redsec and I feel like I missed the opportunity to gain a following on it because of Redsec. :/

I don’t need a YouTube financial advisor to try to degrade me for content since that’s what’s popular. Let me clear a few things up: I wasn’t crying to my audience for money. I had a normal reaction to what a friend said when they called in. People sit in my chat and screen record the entire thing (clipping is turned off on my channel) solely to hate watch and post clips out of context, and I’m allowed to have feelings about my own life with the community I’ve built. I have loved streaming for years and wouldn’t be doing it still if there werent so many positives, but after being harassed, targeted, and dogpiled across every space of the internet for over 2 years now, I think my attitude towards streaming should be expected. Ultimately at the end of the day it is my primary source of income and I have to show up regardless of how I feel. I make no ad revenue anymore and haven’t for over a year because Twitch took it away from me when I was wrongfully banned. it was a huge part of my income and now I solely rely on subscribers in terms of Twitch, which is more unpredictable. I am actively working on diversifying my content across different platforms and shifting my talents to behind-the-scenes production work for other content creators so I can have more revenue streams. If I am suddenly not getting the subscribers I have been getting for years (on top of no ad rev), I am obviously going to struggle. The platform has also been seeing a steady decline of spending, and many other long-term full-time streamers are feeling it as well, especially in the last few months. I am not struggling due to poor budgeting or frivolous spending. Money is tight in a lot of industries right now. So no - I will not be coming onto your show. I have seen your content and it doesn’t align with what I’m experiencing. As a fellow content creator, I hope you understand how the complexities of this career path can affect someone’s financial situation and how it has no place to be discussed on your show. But please don’t stop yourself from donating to charity on my behalf. 💖