may ⋆˙⟡ edtwt ⋆˙⟡

lowkey wanna get pizza delivered cause it’s my bday tmr butttt

bday tmr which means matcha galoreeeee im so excited after only eating liquids + fruits for 4 days IM SOO READY TO TEAR DOWN SOME PROTEIN

did a high ropes course on no sleep (because I was shitting from lax) and no good and I felt so nauseous omg

Day 5 yeah so unless I shit out 3 lbs today im not gonna be 105 by my bday 💔 it’s okay tho im still gonna be less bloated and that’s all that matters anyways I took 6 laxatives today and had fruit and edamame that was nice

Day 4 im so desperate I had coffee + 3 drinks with 1 dose of MiraLAX each like i need to shit everything out 🥹 if I don’t lose 1-2 lbs tmr im gonna crash out

5 day accountability diet thread 🌺 rules! •allowed to eat up to 200 cals of non-liquid foods a day •sleep before 10 pm everyday •walk mindfully! if you have free time take a walk instead of sitting down goal: 105 lbs by birthday! (5/2)

just took 6 lax lets see how that goes

i love ripe mangoes

how does my friend not realize how tiring it gets bc I’m always forced to be like “you should eat more!!” since I present myself as “normal” with food but she still refuses so like…you literally told me u starve to feel better abt yourself right

people who make their eating disorders everyone’s problem (especially when they don’t want to get better) is so mind boggling as someone who actively tries to hide their ed to not worry anyone or raise flags and get sent to a clinic

but ofc I had to act all worried and shocked (it’s a thing she does I love her but this is my only pet peeve) and she was all like it’s okkk I don’t eat much cause I don’t want to get fat OK DONT TELL ME THO like I DONT want to hear how little u ate everyday

lol small tidbit but my friend told me alll ab how she didn’t eat that much yesterday (she in her own words had a “big breakfast”) but she also had a large brown sugar boba for lunch…like yes u can say you only had one meal but the calories are still prob around maintenance 🫩

genuinely going insane I’ve been maintaining but I’ve been eating less than I was a week ago (when I was losing!) bro I cannot

i feel like im doing a colonoscopy prep 🥹 but i heard ppl can drop up to 5 lbs and im doing this for two more days soooo there is hope for me

electrolyte plus another dose of miralax im going insane if u guys wanna lose ur appetite try to injest a bottle of miralax through liquid

i feel nauseous

miralax matcha….whatever it takes ig

miralax hot chocolate this better work

it worked thooo but that means I can’t weigh myself tmr cause it’ll be higher 💔

just chugged Diet Coke and miso soup at midnight because the hunger pains were getting badddd omg I feel nauseous

gonna take some lax tmr 👩‍🍳 that combined with a 72 hr liquid fast should help me shed the last 3-4 lbs of water weight