Meesh ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ 🇲🇲

Apollo #deadlock

this is literally what my thoughts look like… i hate myself

i cant wait to drink again!!!

at least im off to see my friend in a week at least that’ll distract me for a bit

im easy to move on from im easy to forget i make no impact on anyone’s heart

moved on so quick after you said you wanted to love me for the rest of your life

feel immensely sick at the thought of having sex with someone else

vowed to never cut flesh again but your actions are the reason why mine are stinging

this is the most ive sh lol

a side of me you never wanna see again . i dont get it did i seem mentally stable when we were together ?

i genuinely have no hope

if im still like this by the end of this year i will be ending it

my ancestors watching me cut myself over white men

how can one go from the most caring person i know to the most cruel

the whiplash of the things he said to me to him leaving me like nothing even mattered

my trust issues always gets validated

discarded like the rotten piece of trash i am

"1 like isn't a lot" imagine 1 person loving you unconditionally

@my_nam_is_Jam f?

@meeshunv sybauf

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