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I can quit whenever I want but I honestly can't find a single good reason why I should

fuck do i relapse tonight literally everything is bad rn

omg i wanna cut so bad wtf im literally like 12 days clean and it’s so fucking hard

I WANT TO CUT

@R0tt3nfa1lur3 aftercare twins i lowkey just use toilet roll </33 stay safe oomfie

Small sesh lowkey for aftercare I just held a brown paper towel to it for a minute

one week clean from cutting and it’s all i can think about wtf

can’t kill my self because i have tadc the last act tickets and undertale symphony tickets . i am gods strongest soldier out of nerdyness

“whats on your arms?” I HAVE PERFECTLY STRAIGHT LINES WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nobody talks about how weird it is being ~kinda~ suicidal. it’s not like you plan on doing it but everything just feels heavy and exhausting and you wouldn’t mind if something happened but on the other hand you can’t go because you have pets and loved ones. do i make sense.

i have more scars then friends isn’t that crazy

sh is such a weird ass addiction like yeah i get the irresistible urge to hurt myself 😭😭😭

urges to relapse are STRONG today oh boy

hell yeah

fuck this im going to try and recover from my ed. im sick of it ruining my life

does anyone else read fanfic while cutting

@saihara6966 no thank u for saying that <333333

@mell0hai Is it bad to say that your cuts are pretty?

‘oh yeah i just fell over’

wish i could just die