brick (angry at twt) (-8.6/15.4lbs)

the concept of reading ur first ever fic on ao3 is crazy to me like wdym u skipped the wattpad phase…that’s not ok

It's also crazy how fast my stomach has adjusted to restriction. Just a few months ago I was eating 2-3 plates of food each meal. Today I feel full after 1.

Mother made lunch, ate with my folks to ease their growing suspicions... It was so good but I could taste the butter in EVERYTHING

I misspelled my username and it won't let me change the page link :(((

I made a straw pageeeeee It's a bunch of bs but you can send me gimmicks now :)

"hai mootie ty for being so kind to me :'))" -> your answer mrntalbrickdown.straw.page :) the world is miserable, the least I can do is support my friends

@cupcakes4cals I felt the same way re:hopelessness until I recently found a therapy that works for me. I think you might benefit from exploring IFS with a provider who specializes in it :)

why am i still so mentally ill? i’ve done too much therapy, too many medications, too much other stuff to still feel like shit all the time. i hate myself so much.

double texting isnt embarassing yall turned basic human enthusiasm into a social crime

Being a parody account of a morally fucked character doesn't make it ok to say this shit

Pushing weigh in to tomorrow bc I 1) ate a lot at like 2 am 2) forgot and already eated brekky

@cupcakes4cals Good morning mouse! I may be seeing my guy, not sure. If not I'll just be speedrunning assignments :)

good morning edtwt ☀️ i’m feeling better, but guilty this morning. i hope everyone is having a great day. any fun plans for this monday? 🖤

@Ellafattyx Yep! Harm reduction :)

Eating more cals are worth it if i dont binge, right guys

@thehedrta I mean asexuality is a spectrum that encompasses varying degrees and types But oof

@mentalbrickdown UTS THE FACT SHES ASEXUAL THAT KILLS ME

oh she wants a gf but i was too much for her and our friendship felt "toxic" and "controlling" and "kinda like a relationship" ????? u want a gf but u can't handle the reassurance... righttttt...

@thehedrta Probably thinks it's just dates and sex ngl

@mentalbrickdown YEAH EXACTLY LIKE. WHAT DO U THINK A RELATIONSHIP IS LIKE DUMBASS????

@Zephyros1818 Can't wait!!!

@mentalbrickdown :0 i'll show you when it comes in then :D

do u guys like the puphood i'm getting in the mail today? I think it's so cute

@Zephyros1818 Would not freak me out at all!!!

@mentalbrickdown i would totally send you pics of me wearing it if i wasn't afraid i'd freak you out LMAO (nothing sexual, just like, shoulders and up)

Goldfish and apple juice!!!

Cravings (an ongoing thread) //Tw drugs nsfw ed sh(?)

I'm so sleepy Could go make coffee & wake up but bed