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i’ll let her know🫠

okay thinking abt this a lot cause it explains sm what if i actually do have chronic gi bleeding lol the bj monthly blackish shits too like 🤔

not everything is a bp side effect ✍️ go get checked if u feel shitty ✍️✍️✍️

woahwoahwoah i’m so bad at keeping friends and staying up to date w ppl i need a guide to this

@em1mew there’s so way ure falling asleep first when the uw insomnia gets to u

falling sleep first at the sleepover: you are fragile, just tired from using your energy all day! you don’t worry about how you look when you sleep; you know you look good!

things that just FEEL better when your thinner no one knows why- they just do (a thread)

even though logically i’m aware ill have to live w bulimia for the rest of my life having my therapist say it to my face is absolutely soul crushing

atp only studying meche so i can afford all the bulimia induced medical bills

why must every person who i’ve ever loved be a part of who i am today im tried of checking your costar

ik this isn’t necessarily what the reel is getting at but i think about it a lot ik now that her family tried the best they could and she tried the best she could for herself i hope she’s resting well

sure whoever can sit my the door as u use the bathroom they can time u they can try to stop u from bping but can u rlly ask that of them? and truthfully they might even do all of that but w an ed ull always find a way there’s only so much they Can do

idk if this is insensitive? but i remember like 3yrs ago watching amys lives wondering how her mother nd family could know what she’s doing and just let her but now i live w a mother who knows everything i do and yet i do it no one can save u they won’t do save u they can’t

lwk what if one day i show up for a job interview and they pull up url miask_n w a selfie of me w my bp haul

mental illness makes u so selfish and annoying to be around i hate the person i am to others

I give terrible head and I’m awful in bed and I don’t cook and I don’t clean and I’m selfish and I don’t wanna have kids and I hate men

daily affirmations as i scroll through grocery store weekly ads on company time

every point in my life expect for the present was my prime

looking at pictures from last yr lwk wishing i was still fat and having fun while last yr i was looking at pictures from the year before wishing i was skinny and miserable

i would say the same abt the diner w the soup and salad bar buffet but i mildly fucked up their bathroom today so i will no longer be visiting

i am on first name basis w the chinese and indian buffet workers sadly