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I want to be a lifeless form is that so hard to ask

finals week is frying me there’s no way I’m not dropping out after this semester

@catburglarkota (dry) oatmeal and peanut butter balls and rice cakes w/blueberries specifically

neurodivergent edtwt users: what meal do you have on repeat right now i’ll go first: peanut butter and honey sandwich or rice cake

why do they always leave?

i am full of unsaid words

top five canon events - losing everyone when you're at your lowest - academic downfall - losing motivation and burning out - thinking that you're unlovable - wanting to ghost everyone

the academic pressure right now isn’t scary, what’s scary is the way i’m fuckin ignoring it

being ugly is disheartening, you be having a good time and then get a glimpse of your reflection and it spoils your whole mood

I’m a lover, a yearner, and a freak

Waiting for love that feels as comfortable as my alone time

next piercing is gonna be a bullet through my skull

I feel so bad when i cant hold conversations sorry for being boring as shit😭😭😭

My red flag is that if you don't talk to me, I won't talk to you either. But not because I don't want to talk to you, but because I think if you don't want to talk to me, I should give you space so I don't bother you

what doesn't kill you makes you lie on the floor and stare at the ceiling

the problem is i’m fat

im a social vampire like u gotta invite me into ur conversation or i cannot enter

any minor irritation & i start having inner monologues like in death note

they told me all of my cages were mental