since losing my job all i do is stay inside and spend all my savings on insane amounts of food i don’t plan to be alive any longer so 🤷♀️ bulimia has taken everything from me i don’t have a life anymore my life consists of eating and puking all day everyday please never ever start
i loved my job so much being able to care for the elderly and putting a smile on their face made my day everyday i don’t text or see my friends the only thing that numbs the pain is when im b/pin im too old to be living like this i just want the pain to end im out of tears
ignore my messy hair i’m still in bed 😭 i know as soon as i get up im gonna b/p and trying to put it off as much as possible today as i’ve gained a lb 🫠