Amanda McDowell

What if Jeff was right? Do ppl really think so little of me. Am I that bad?

:/

Duck I hope he's still willing to try

Fucking asshole couldn't even let me down nicely

I hoped I didn't scare him off

I really hoped we'd work

I really hope I haven't scared him off yet

I hate that Jeff let go so easily. I feel like I meant nothing

I hate not knowing

I hope I didn't scare him away

I hate being so fucking lonely

I don't like this. I started to like him a lot

I need that validation that he still wants me that me opening up didnt send him running

I don't want to have annoyed him

Last night was a relief but I want her completely gone

I wish he'd fucking talk to me

I love that he can't call or text

I want him to tell me to move back in

I want him to want me there. I want him to want me over tomorrow

I need confirmation I need to know he wants only me