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sid ☾
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JOONGDUNK PRAEW PODCAST #DearMyselfxJoongDunk Joong once said Dunk—maybe not word for word but something like: “if there’s anyone in this world who’s going to hurt you i want you to know i’ll be the last person to ever hurt you” 🌞this came from a time back in safe house 🌻when i was younger i had insecurities about two things—my voice and my height. this is something i’ve never really shared before. i used to be the tallest in class and had the deepest voice, so people would tease me—calling me things like “giant” “big guy” even “refrigerator” like i was some kind of huge creature. back then i didn’t feel like i fit in. cause of that, i developed insecurities—i would try to make myself look smaller when standing with friends and i wasn’t confident at all. i didn’t like my voice either and when people imitated it or joked about it i really didn’t like it. as i grew up those two things actually became what i like most about myself—my voice—i didn’t even like my own voice and when people teased me, like imitating “oh hello Dunk~” in that tone i really didn’t like it. i didn’t like people mimicking my voice. but as i grew up, those two things actually became what i like about myself—the deep voice and tall. so now it’s not a problem anymore 🌞but i wasn’t teasing him in a bad way. in safe house everyone joked around—it was just how friends talked it like “Dunk has such a deep voice” and no one really thought much of it and no one realized how he felt. it was also the early stage when we had just gotten to know each other everyone would say things 🌞then suddenly i noticed something from his expression so i went to ask what was wrong. his eyes were red. maybe he didn’t like being teased so there was a mix of anger and sadness. i got shocked and wondered “what is he angry about? did i say something wrong?” 🌞cause honestly, everyone was just joking around without thinking much so i explained him “if you doesn’t like it, i won’t say it again” “okay na”. just remember this—“i’ll be the last person to ever hurt you” that’s where that sentence came from


JOONGDUNK PRAEW PODCAST #DearMyselfxJoongDunk pernah ada momen dimana kita saling ngga sapaan, karena kayak udah sering banget kerja bareng. ngerti gak? kadang pas datang cuma saling lewat, pas lagi make up duduk sampe bengong, terus mikir kayak “ahh ga bisa nih gininih” jadi kita tuh deal" an lah, tiap pas datang kerja harus ada interaksi dulu, kayak peluk sekali, atau minimal say hi, atau touch" kecil lah gitu biar kayak kita saling tau kalo “gue udah dateng” jadi semacam ide kecil"an yang bikin semuanya jadi lebih baik. terus pas mau pulang juga sama, harus pamit. kayak, “eh, sampai ketemu ya” 😭😭😭😭😭




