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lets go to hell—accountability thread (indefinite) stats ; 150cm ; 40kg

when i make a post on the social meda site and people actually social with my media

day 05 my dad bought chicken and i didnt want to get in trouble for wasting so i ate it. fries are terrible i always binge them. i guess ill fast tomorrow to make up for it. sigh

day 04 i wake up so early and stay up so late which gets annoying when im trying to restrict. im incapable of napping which means the day cant go by quicker.

lets go to hell—accountability thread (indefinite) stats ; 150cm ; 40kg

or maybe people seek the frailness and feel validated by it

i dont know where to ask this but does anyone with an ed ever get afraid that they wont be able to defend themselves if it comes to it? or do you guys live with others/in a generally safe area

your voice is a muscle. the less you use it the weaker it becomes. the more you use it the stronger it will be.

@b0nes0fsal my bargaining stage when i was deconstructing

daily reminder allah said men cant be gay he didnt say anything about the lesbians

normalize doing this when your friends ignore u

convincing myself shes online waiting for me to reply (it’s been an hour) and not talking to other people

is matcha good

im talking about my ribcage

itching my side and scratching on literal bone

cant find a job and too broke to escape. dont know why i try

everything is ruined when my dad comes home. im stuck in a cycle of having to infantilize myself so he doesnt get angry or hurt me. in this culture its all normal. im going to kill myself soon

i just want to go back and time and run away before it all went to shit

living in a religious conservative household is hell these people wont even let me get a haircut (with my own money). im losing years of my life

i like looking at deathspo since its more aligned with my goals. they are physically empty

is anyone elses ed not competitive? it could be because my ed isnt vanity-oriented but i dont get triggered or motivated by appearance related stuff

thought about drinking dirty tap water to make myself ill…

anyone want to explain to me why 90% of arab ‘lesbians’ are just larping. ive met 3 of them personally, they always say they love women and end up with a man in the end