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day 2 wieiad in japan ✨ second day in tokyo (shibuya and shinjuku) did an all you can eat snack bar for dinner so i got to try a bunch of new foods ^-^

made a collage of my wieiad in japan day 1 !! gonna do this format from now on

WIEIAD in my first day in tokyo !! (plus airplane dinner the night before) cals do NOT count ✨

@Liv_003 yessss i’m really hoping to be less concerned with eating while i’m here and hopefully after too !!

@mjjj_lost I think studying abroad will be such a great opportunity to help recover since there will be so much fun new food !! :) & so many places to sightsee & walk around

i was trying so hard to restrict less before my study abroad so i could maybe enjoy the food there without feeling like shit and then this happens

@rottingfruits ah i’m so glad i saw this in time, it’s been great getting to know you and i wish you the best !!!

LEAVING FOR JAPAN WOOOO

@cosmicstarz_ WHA

You get restricted if you post more than 50 times a day now? 🤔

that post b/p feeling of not being worthy of interacting on edtwt

@lowkailori for me it’s rice cakes, pickles, carrot sticks, celery, mini low cal fruit popsicles, and for some reason mini marshmallows

what's your safe food guys? except "konjac" things

i feel dizzy now but i deserve it. i could’ve b/p literally anything else and i chose my little sister’s cookies. she worked so hard on them and i just took all of them. didn’t even really taste them. god

literally haven’t even left for the airport yet and i already messed up

b/p for the first time in two months with the cookies my little sister baked. what the actual fuck is wrong with me

@cupcakes4cals japan !! leaving in the morning yayyyy

@mjjj_lost oh nooo. that’s awful. where are you going for study abroad? i’m getting my hair cut but that’s about it!

good morning edtwt ☀️ my dog woke me up this morning by barking at nothing. any plans for this saturday? 🖤

got bored and calculated my bf’s bmr. WHY IS HIS SO HIGH. WHY AM I SHORT. not fair

@sekitsuii banana pudding or banana creme pie ?

i must bake something with bananas soon but im bored of banana bread give me ideas plsplspls

walking five miles to the gas station to buy a diet dr pepper. motivation to burn off extra cals from yesterday instead of beating myself up for overeating

so excited to go to japan aaaaaahgggh but also sad i can’t dress fem because i’m with my school :c

@cosmicstarz_ i want a ball python so badddd, she’s so pretty

I used to have a ball python & I miss her so much. We had to give her away because mice got too expensive. She was so sweet and never tried to strike … here’s a picture of when I first got her while on the way home, she wasn’t even an adult in this picture ☹️