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260404 #해찬 #HAECHAN instagram live full english subtitles

i love you i love u i love you, mark

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i'm still so fucking devastated but also relieved that somewhere out there mark lee is probably booking a flight for a vacation, or signing up to classes he always wanted to go, learning some new instrument, or writing...just like what he always love to do

not to sound extremely parasocial but having the members hold our hand through this process really helps😭

bring.. me back.......

child alternative ending :,)

“mark worked so hard in nct so now he can go live life with no regrets” —haechan ❤️‍🩹

“now that i am the only one doing two teams, of course i feel sad and worried too. but all the things i built up while working with him… how should i even describe it? the energy and strength i gained from being with him are still with me.” FOREVER THE STRONGEST DUO 🫂

you were bigger than the whole sky🌌

i keep thinking about how much this must've weighed on mark's mind before he told anyone. how he must've spent countless nights replaying everything over and over in his head, thinking about whether this was the right decision. god i want to give him a big hug, he's so brave

to my dearest our czennies, mark hyung, our members, also myself, lets be happy together!🥹

@aesdive this hurts. this hurts so bad.

mark who called haechan while crying :( mark who was able to endure it thanks to haechan :(

my heart hurts just thinking about mark calling haechan while crying but I’m really happy he met and has a person like haechan on his side who he can rely on no matter what :( my strongest duo forever..

haechan’s exact message to mark hyung has worked so hard promoting as nct and everyone knows that, and that will become the fertilizer for mark’s future path, in the same way, everything mark has worked hard doing in nct will become a good fertilizer for nct’s path too so mark can live with no regrets and give his all

as soon as the article came out haechan messaged mark and told him that everyone knows that mark worked hard in his life in nct so now he can go live life with no regrets 🥹 he also said now he’s the only one doing 127 and dream alone he’s worried but with the strength he gained from promoting with mark he knows he’ll be able to walk alone

haechan is constantly reassuring us every day by sending bbls and now doing a live on insta.. i love him sm 🙁

260404 #HAECHAN #해찬 instagram live 🐻: the fact that one person isn’t by our side… no matter how many times you go through it, it’s not something you ever really get used to. but even so, i found myself wanting to support him. i don’t really have the place to tell you all, ‘please support him’ or ‘please trust him.’ honestly, i don’t feel like i should say that. that’s truly your choice. but for me… since he’s making a decision that i might never be able to make in my lifetime, i think it’s really admirable, and at the same time, i worry about him too. still, i just hope that his choice turns out really, really well, that everything he wants comes true. and that the people who believed in that choice, including me, can also be happy. i think many czennies are still in the process of letting go… or trying to accept it. It took me a long time too. so rather than saying too much, i think it might be better for us to just let time pass. i will come often to comfort you so it won’t feel too hard, so let’s walk through this together. thank you so, so much, everyone. really. seven in ilichil, and six in dream… it probably feels very unfamiliar and awkward, right? i still can’t fully imagine it either. but that just means we have to work even harder, the members, all of us. i think that’s the only way we can ask for your trust. my beloved czennies, mark lee hyung, the members, and even me, let’s all be happy 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭