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intro post ✧ ✧ mariam ✧ muslim ✧ en/es/ع gw1: 135 lb gw2: 125 lb gw3: 115 lb ugw: 105 lb let’s be moots, especially arab & muslim moots 🤍🌙 (dni non-edtwt, 17-)

does anyone else here have OCD? i just got diagnosed

@2Tafsyyyy i mean most piercings are okay!!! i geuss it depends on your cultural beliefs

Customizing your character as a hijabi is so annoyinggg I can't get piercings Can't visibly dye my hair Can't get tattoos Can't get cool nails done Can dress in lots of ways but has to stay modest I JUST WANNA BE A COOL TATTED UP AND PIERCED BADDIE UGHHH

@berrymeow_3 i feel this so deeply

i want to eat normal but normal people eat a lot and i don’t want to calorie track but if i don’t i’ll lose my mind but i just want to be normal how do normal people eat healthily while living in an arab household im gonna lose it

@berrymeow_3 it’s not insane!!

this is insane but ive always wished i was allergic to lots of foods or was lactose intolerant i just need smth to stop me from eating at least Some foods :/

@skinnibeanz mine didn’t hurt AT ALL i say go for it

@mmm182214 omg I've been thinking about getting a septum, does it hurt rlly bad??

i have a septum but i want to get a medusa done too…..

Allahumma inni as’aluka hajj, umrah, job with higher salary, positive environment, happy in everything i do, skinny.

@mayalamzZ MABROOOOOOOK FELICIDADES 🎉

OH MY GOD NO WAY

@ilovetea223 that is so so exciting may Allah make it easy for you my love

i lowkey can start wearing hijab now since i don’t live with my parents

@ana_somniac thank you this does make me feel better

@mmm182214 Any good therapist/dietitian will know that it’s a mental disorder and your obsessive thoughts/actions warrant providing you help

@mayalamzZ im worried my therapist and dietitian won’t take me seriously because im eating too much

@mmm182214 Enjoy enjoy enjoy there’s always a tomorrrow and tomorrow will be better just enjoy !! 💕

@ilovetea223 ALLAH TRULY LOOKS OUT FOR US AFTER HARDSHIP COMES EASE SUBHANALLAH

i went to mosque first time, got a job at pizza hut ( i was getting pizza and brother there offered me job ) AND I START TRAINING TOMMOROW WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN THE SPACE OF AN HOUR

@ilovetea223 IM SO EXCITED FOR YOU OMG

@mayalamzZ gross 😭😭😭

Im crying someone said to my dad hey n***** on the fruit shop like 😭😭 he’s white af ?!? 😭

@mayalamzZ gracias 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

@mmm182214 Yo siempre estoy disponible en los dm si necesitas hablar de cualquier cosa cuenta conmigo ^^

i feel so alone. i don’t have anyone i can talk to irl.

@berrymeow_3 oh i would devour this i fear

اهههخ what i would do to have some شورما من رايققق افففف 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

@skinnibeanz 🫶🏼🫶🏼 thank you

@mmm182214 it will be okay dear, I promise. I know how scary it can be and it's a process, a slow one at that but it's for the better. it's always for the better, that's something that helped me get through it the first time. YOUVE GOT THIS!!

have any of you guys ever attempted recovery? what was that experience like for you? if you’re willing to share 🥹

@7starved thank you for sharing :) i’m sorry recovery didn’t last for you. i hope we are both able to recover 💗

@mmm182214 i was recovered for several years! the first six months were honestly really hard and miserable and they sucked, but after that i found myself really happy and not constantly worried about food. it’s worth it always. the hard part gets a lot less hard.

@sam4tiel thank you 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 i hope you’re able to recover one day as well

@mmm182214 oh baby you’re gonna do amazing 🩵 take it one step at a time!!! i hope it goes wonderfully for you