flan Ი︵𐑼 🍮

journal of a sad sad girl 🖍️

the situation i’m in rn but i think im the only one who feels like it’s romantic

@muffinkcals_ omg twins i have one of these on my phone as well and she’s such a mess

m stupid i thought if i ws gentle she would b okay on my phone :( maybe i cn look n find the missing piece n glue it back but i doubt it....

i want butter chicken curry

@PPAALLO1 @achivestardust this is so sweet

@achivestardust 你伤害了你妈妈的心🖤

like i can do it just cause, and i do cut for no reason a lot, but cutting just feels soooooooo good when i have a specific reason to do it

does anyone else ever plan to cut because of a certain reason and then that certain instance gets resolved in some way and then get annoyed that you don’t have that reason to cut anymore . Like cutting is so much more fun when i have a specific reason to do it ughh

いますぐ自殺！いますぐ自殺！いますぐ自殺！いますぐ自殺！いますぐ自殺！いますぐ自殺！いますぐ自殺！いますぐ自殺！いますぐ自殺！いますぐ自殺！いますぐ自殺！いますぐ自殺！いますぐ自殺！いますぐ自

I see my future and it's bright

there’s a boy i really like right now , so much so it makes me feel ill . i don’t think he likes me or ever will like me, But it’s fun to play pretend. i want to be coddled, he lets me hold his hand when im drunk, but he’s just a kind boy. i don’t think im pretty enough for him

im not sure what will come of this account, but i’ve been keeping everything in for so long i just need someone to listen to me. there are other crazy people on here, maybe i wont feel so insane