julie

bmi 14 oh my god bmi 14 come to me please

If you take lax do NOT trust a fart.

exams are officially over i can starve without worrying abt it impacting my grades FINALLYYY

scrolling edtwt in class instead of socializing because i do nottt fw anyone here 🥹

trying to get into the mindset that i AM already skinny so i start eating like a skinny person 🤕

LOCK IN LOCK IN LEAN IS LAW LEAN IS LAW LOCK IN

Take doordash away from me bru

1000 cals is still restriction 😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅 Right guys 😅😅

trying so hard to get back on track i cannot spend any more time staying fat and making no progress 🫩

doing an experiment where i have the same weekly calorie limit for the next 2 weeks except 1 week my intake will vary each day and the other i will have the same repetitive meal everyday to see which works for me. Is this dumb

trying to stop drinking and smoking weed as often not for health reasons but because it makes me binge 🫩

@heartywav oh my god that unlocked a memory for me 😭 tbh almost everything during 2020 edtwt was so unreal i feel like i made most of it up in my mind

One vivid memory I have about 2020 edtwt was this guy named ambrose who was very insistent that he was a cis guy and half of the edtwt was in love with him then someone doxxed him being trans after he practically bullied someone off edtwt 😭💔 was anyone there w me

new diet idea your calorie limit is however much money is in your bank account #ineedtogetmymoneyup

the starving coldness lowk just cancels out for me considering its over 100 F where i live 🥹

It does not matter how disordered i am i will ALWAYS eat with my bsf whenever hes hungry bc i know he also struggles with food and ik that feeling of being scared to be the only one eating

@8ofhearts_0 how long did it take you?? you're so goals 😣

and i thought i looked skinny in that first photo i was delusional

the fact that im physically unable to purge is the worst i just have to sit with myself after every binge

Hey so why the fuck dod i do this

Posting this as a public humiliation ritual for myself cause. Yeah jesus

"yeah man last night was like a movie"